Disorders ( Taekook)

Day one of our plan

Jungkook's point of view :
Today is the first day of tae and I's plan I'm not completely ready for it Sense I'm still nervous but it's true what he said . Maybe I will like my body better if I try too make it seem more healthy . One thing helping me the most is Tae telling me I will always be a amazing person no matter what  , or that I will always be perfect in his eyes no matter how I look , and etc . All of his positive talk makes me want too Atleast try too have a normal diet . Because even if I think I'm still fat I know others around me think I'm almost a walking skeleton.

" Ok so our food just arrived and we are going too start off eating just a little if you can ok . And by that I mean I got food and I brought you a small bowl of fruit but if you want be free too eat some of my food or if your not ready too eat let me know . " tae tells me while sitting at the end of my bed with the food .

After a few minutes I was try too eat the food but I couldn't , I was getting frustrated with my self sense I can't eat food when I was able too a long time ago. I feel like I'm letting Tae down Sense I know this is all he wants.

" Hey don't get frustrated about it it's going too take time or maybe you aren't ready for actual food so I will bring you something different. Okay you don't need too worry about letting anyone down because atleast You are trying too eat and that's all the matters . That's a huge process already Sense you put food near your lips when you used too only play with it ." Tae reassured me , I felt happy that he understood that I was trying . 

I just whispered a simple okay and then Tae hugged me and of course I hugged him back . The hug felt so right I never wanted too let go but of course I had too  at one point .