Red is my favorite color

Sheets

Cat's POV

I try to muster up all my courage as I stand in front of her door. I had calmed down and went home to get some sleep after everything that had happened at the party. Jade and Sam were so close. I shook my head trying to focus. Jade was my best friend she wouldn't do anything like that. Why was I even here I shouldn't be here. Turning around I could see Sam's motorcycle parked behind Jades car.

After seeing the two of them together and running back inside Robbie had to calm me down. I knew he was worried about me but I couldn't tell him what was wrong. I didn't even know what was really wrong. I felt like my heart was broken but was it because of Sam or Jade. Maybe I was just sad that Jade didn't tell me about her feelings. I wasn't kidding anyone though it was just hurting me more to lie to myself. I knew it was Sam I knew since I saw her at Kenan's party. There was something special about her that I liked.

After awhile of crying and finally settling down Robbie offered to take me home and I accepted. I didn't notice where Sam or Jade went afterwards all I knew is that I didn't see them as I left.

She couldn't still be here right? My heart sunk a little. I went back to the front door opening it. It was probably left unlocked by the party goers. The place was a trashed the house not as clean and pristine as usual. I climbed the steps one after the other each step getting harder as I felt my heart beat in my chest. My hands felt shaky but I had to know. I stopped myself in front of Jade's room and knocked. I can't look myself it would just hurt too much to see.

After a few minutes Jade cracked her door open. "Cat now is a bad time," she rubs her tired eyes, "I haven't had my coffee yet."

Jade tries to shut the door closed but I stop her by placing my foot down as a block.

"Fine. What do you want?" Jade grumbles angrily.

I start to fidget with my hands before biting my lip. Maybe I shouldn't be doing this. Did I really want to know?

"Stop! You know I hate that." Jades yells, making me jump.

"Is Sam here?" My voice came out soft. So soft I'm surprised the question didn't break on the way to her. "Did you guys," I couldn't finish the question the ache in my chest hurt too much. The thought of Sam with Jade. Them together in there.

"Did we what Cat? Be specific." Her eyebrows were now knitted together angrily.

"Sleep together!" I forced it out. I could feel my eyes tearing up, the sight of Jade started to blur.

Her eyes went wide and her mouth hung open like a fish out of water. "Cat I-" a thump from inside the room grabbed both of our attentions and I could see that Jade was processing what I was thinking.

She tried to close the door but I pushed my way in. I had to know even if I wasn't ready for the answer.

"Cat I swear it's not what you're thinking!" Jade yells, "don't jump to conclusions." The curtain shut out the sunlight making it difficult to see anything in the room. As my eyes adjusted I could just make out the frame of someone under Jades sheets. The figure was way too feminine to be Beck and it wasn't hard to piece the rest together. I didn't want it to be true. I didn't want it to be Sam. But her bike was outside and last night they were both so close. Tears started to fall leaving cool streaks down my cheeks. I didn't know it would hurt this much. When I rushed passed Jade she tried to grab me but I pushed her off me tuning out her words.