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"N-Namjoon what do you mean?" You ask looking into his dark eyes.

"Wouldn't you want to consider how I feel?" His expression is blank leaving you confused. What is he talking about? He's never talked like that before. The once very smart and helpful man has came before you changed.

"Permission? Why would I need permission?" You ask confused at his new found language. He slightly tilts his head over with a chuckle, "Don't try to change the subject Flower."

Flower. The nickname he used to call you, when you were younger. He only used it when he wanted something, although you hadn't heard it in years.

"I'm not changing the subject, I'm just confused on why I need your permission." You calmly say back. It's very obvious he didn't take it that way though. You no longer see that shine in his eye and he comes closer to you. Your now barely inches apart.

"You wouldn't understand right now, my Flowers to innocent." He wasn't wrong you've always been the innocent one. Yet you didn't understand how that had to do with you being innocent.

"Is there something you need Joonie?" He furrows his eyebrows and pokes his cheek pretending to think. He goes back to that dimple smile. Namjoon seems back to normal.

Namjoon knows you won't understand how he feels so he'll contain himself. Something the others and him have been doing for a long time.

They all love you enough to wait . . . just a little bit longer.

Your encounter with Namjoon confused you, a little too much. You just shook it off and went to get some of Yeontans things. You bend down to pick up them. You feel hands on your shoulders, you stand up and Namjoon spins you around to face him.

He kisses your lips softly. You pull away shocked, "J-Joon, what-" He shushes you, "Lets get Yeontans stuff." He says with a smile on his face.

You feel your face heat up. You had your very first kiss, with your best friend. Just a harmless first kiss, nothing more.

Namjoon and you continue to grab everything and bring it to the living room. Taehyung is awake petting Yeontan. Taehyung takes a look at your red face and asks, "Are you okay? You look like your burning up." He gets up and comes over to you, putting the back of his hand all over your face to check if you were hot.

You giggle and sway his hand away, "I'm fine Tae."

"Really?" He asks concerned. "Yes, really." You look over to Namjoon who looks like he's about to die from laughter, but manages to keep it in.

"I'm going to go now." Taehyung says. "Alright, happy birthday to my baby boy." You say teasingly. He pouts, "Your younger than me!"
"Yes I'm aware, give me a hug before you go." He smiles and you both hug each other tightly.

Namjoon and you help bring everything for Yeontan in Taehyungs car. You both wave bye to Taehyung in the dark night as he drives away.

Namjoon turns to you and says, "I should be leaving now, it's getting late." You nod, "Yeah, get home safe please." He hugs you and you hug him back of course, "Don't worry I will, I'll see you tomorrow."

You raise an eyebrow, "Tomorrow?"

"Mhm, were all coming back over tomorrow after classes, of course." You smile softly, "Great! I'm very glad I'll get to see you again." He nods and walks off to his car and gets in. You wave bye as he drives away.

You never realized that it's freezing outside until Tae and Joon we're gone. You hold your arms and rub them trying to warm them. You quickly get into the house. You don't hear a sound from Jimin anywhere. You assume he's in his room sleeping so you go to your room.

Your parents aren't home because they went away for vacation last week. They won't be back until around next week.

You change into your pajamas and lay down in your bed. You fall fast asleep.

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You jump awake terrified by your dream. You had a nightmare. You cover yourself in your covers. The only person who really can help you with your nightmares is Jimin but you don't want to bug him. You'd feel stupid, your 21 and being scared about a nightmare but you can't help it.

You check your clock, 2am. You get up and childishly run to your door. You have to get sleep tonight, especially for college tomorrow. You know you can't get back to sleep without Jimin though.

You go to Jimins room and slowly open his door. To your surprise he's awake just sitting on his bed, doing absolutely nothing.

"Why are you awake?" You ask drawing his attention towards you, with your covers wrapped around your head and body. He brushes his hand through his hair and says, "I should be asking you that, was it another nightmare?"

You nod innocently, he waves you to come over and sit next to him. You do so and lay your head on his lap. He strokes your hair as you fall back asleep. Your nightmares are a regular occurrence for Jimin, he always seems to be prepared.

He seems a little too nice for a 'brother'.