Life After Marriage

One Night Indulgence

Shortly after midnight, standing in front of a relatively well-known bar, I took a deep breath, calmly pushed opened the door and went in.

The reason why this bar was so famous, was because there was a high possibility of successfully enjoying a one-night stand, and the men or women that appears during this time, seeking to have an affair, play a game of me seducing you, you seducing me. The night after we break up, no need to take responsibility for playing the game that had each other's permission to do so.

The reason why I came here, was very clear, to have an affair, playing a one-night stand.

Don't look at me as being so magnanimous, in fact this was my first time. In my twenty five years of life, I was a well-behaved little girl. Of course, I'm referring to me being open minded but my body was well guarded. However, on my twenty fifth birthday, I decided to offer my body for the first time, and to find a man is my birthday gift to myself.

In fact, understanding this wasn't easy for me, it was all from the pressure and stress that was driving me crazy, the truth was, not including continuously taking note of my five ex- breaking up with me with the same damned reason: you give off a feeling like Virgin Mary, so unable to continue our relationship.

Hey! Do they think that every women possess a sacred aura? The breakup was so dignified, actually the problem was that they blame me for not sleeping with them, don't tell me that one of the dating rules require going to bed together?

Even though I was fully aware that one-night stands weren't a rational move. Yet my madness allowed no turning back at this point, perhaps it is because I read too many romance novels, this audacious idea was always lingering on my mind, and tonight I will implement it at the perfect location and time.

The lights in the bar was overwhelming, dim and ambiguous, letting everyone unable to clearly see each other and increasing the mysterious feelings, the music in the bar was very helpful, loud volume but not too harsh. So if two people wanted to talk to each other, they needed to move closer to each other, this was a tantalizing move.

For the me visiting a bar for the first time, I needed time to adapt to this environment. The deafening music gave me a slight headache, and the dark lighting blurred my vision.

After I quickly adapted to the surroundings, I discovered that there were all kinds of men and women in the bar. The women were smiling and waiting for the men to buy them drinks. The men confidently embracing the women dancing, twisting their bodies, whispering intimately near their ears, looking at the scene made me shy, and blushed all over my face.

My eyes shifted across men and women, from the dancing floor to the round tables, most women were wearing heavy makeup, young and beautiful, well body structured, and wearing revealing outfits. Compared to their skimpy clothing, I looked down at my own clothes: jeans, round neck T-shirt, sneakers, no makeup, absolutely no way to compete with them, although my figure was finer, but if I don't reveal what I have, they wouldn't know how great looking my body is, the more I look at them the more I want to slap myself, why didn't I change clothes before I came here?

The server brought me to the corner of the counter, kindly helped me order a bottle of about ten degree beer. Seeing his action, probably assumed that I was a well-behaved girl who just wanted to relieve stress by coming here and learn about life, just looking not participating.

Helpless but carefully sitting down at the corner because there was nowhere to start, so I just secretly observed, observing the lucky one that will be my dessert for tonight.

Leaning on the wall, sipping on some beer, putting myself completely hidden in the corner, glancing everywhere, looking through men in the bar. Because of the nature of the bar, guys who come here have good behavior character qualities. Most have a good control of their ambiguous behaviors, open but appropriate. I looked through the bar many times, noticed most men had found their partners, all left with a young man just like me sitting in the corner and drinking some beer.