He's the One///Aj Mitchell

Chapter 20

<Amanda Paul's POV>

Nash, Hayes, and I just pulled up to Logan's apartment complex. They both turned to look at me. "You know he didn't mean it, Tiny." Nash said. I just nodded and opened the jeep door. I grabbed my luggage and closed the door of the car. Nash pulled down his window. "Thanks for the ride. I'll see you guys soon." I said. I sighed, walking away from the car. I walked in and went straight to the elevator. I pressed the button and waited for it to open. Tears started to form in my eyes. Right then and there I dropped to the floor and started sobbing. That's when I felt someone pick me up and set me on the lobby chair. I sucked in air and calmed myself down a bit. I looked up to see Justin. I hugged him and started to sob again. He rubbed my back softly. "Hey. Hey. Its okay. You're okay. Lovebug please relax." He said. We pulled away and he wiped my tears. He then noticed my suitcase and looked at my confused.  "Why do you have a suitcase with you?" He asked. I looked down and sighed. I shook my head not wanting to talk about it. I got up from the chairs and headed towards the elevator. Justin ran after me and stood in front of me. "Talk to me before you go up there." he said. I shook my head and continued towards the elevators. I pressed the button and waited for the doors to open. While I waited, I looked at my phone and saw that the magcon groupchat was blowing up with texts saying that I should go back. I scoffed and going into the elevator. I pressed the button to go to Logan's apartment. The door opened and I walked down the hall and to Logan's apartment door. I inhaled and knocked on the door. 

<Logan Paul's POV> 

I was ending today's vlog with the Why Don't We boys. "I hope you guys enjoyed today's video. Make sure you like and subscribe and I'll see you guys tomorrow. Bye." I said, closing out the video. The boys exhaled, exhaustedly. I laughed and went towards my computer. I opened it up and saw my lock screen which was me and Amanda. I sighed. I haven't talked to her in a while. I wonder how's she's doing. "Guys. Have any of you talked to Amanda recently?" I asked. They looked back at me. "I talked to her last week and everything seemed to be fine. I haven't talked to her since. Why?" Corbyn said. "I was just wonder-" I started to say until there was a knock. We all looked at each other confused. "Were any of you expecting anyone?" I asked. "No but were you?" Corbyn asked. I shook my head. "I'll get it." Jonah said and went to open the door. The rest of us stood up and stood by the couch. 

<Amanda Paul's POV> 

I heard the door open and I shot my head up. "Amanda?" Jonah question. "Hi Jonah." I said quietly and started to sob. "Oh princess." He said and pulled me into a hug. I sobbed even more and grabbed onto his shirt. I breathed shakily and let go of him. I looked up at him and he wiped my tears. "Is- is my br-brother here?" I asked.  "Both Logan and Corbyn are here. Come in." He said. I thanked him. I grabbed my suitcase and walked in. Once I stepped into the apartment I ran straight to Logan and hugged him. "Hey baby sis." He said. Right then and there is when I broke down for the fourth time in less than an hour. "What happen and why did you bring a suitcase?" He asked and pulled away from the hug. I wiped my tears and looked around. I shook my head signaling that I didn't want to talk about at the moment. "Hey guys. I'm sorry you have to see me cry. How are you guys?" I said, hugging the other guys. "Amanda Marie Paul." My twin said. "Corbyn Matthew Besson." I replied. He gave me the 'I can tell that you need to talk about it' look. I groaned at him and sat on the couch. The guys sat around me and that's when I told the whole story.  

As I finished the story, I looked around the room to see the guys faces. They looked shocked. I gave a weak smile. "Can you guys say something?" I asked. Logan and Corbyn sighed, as the rest of the guys got up and walked towards the kitchen. I looked at my brothers. "Twin. Honey. Um, we got a call from the guys about Taylor. He uh.. Logan would you like to finish this?" My twin brother had said. I looked at them so confused. I was so lost. "Taylor. He's. He's in the hospital because he was trying to kill himself." Logan finished. I just sat there. I could not process what was happening right now. My head was spinning. I stood up and walked onto the balcony. I didn't know how to deal with this. I did the one this I always did, I sang. I walked up and down the balcony, while singing. That's when I started to question things. Like was it my fault that he tried to do it? What made him think of trying to kill himself? My head started to spin even more. I don't know what to do. I started to breathe heavily. 

<Corbyn Besson's POV> 

Amanda got up from the couch and walked out onto the balcony. I looked over at Logan. "What do we do now?" I asked. He looked at me and looked to see what our sister was doing, worriedly. "We let her process it." He said. I sighed and looked out onto the balcony. I've never seen her like this. "The last time I saw her like that was when mom had died." Logan said. My eyes widened when he said that. "Does that mean she will go back to being mute?" I questioned, getting worried. Logan got up from his seat and walked out onto the balcony. 

The boys walked into the living room and sat down. "How did she take the news?" Jonah asked. I just shook my head and pointed to the balcony. They turned their heads towards the balcony to see that Logan was trying to calm her down. "You should have seen her before Logan went out there. He said he had seen her like that since our mom died." I said. They were a shocked as I was. "Guys. That's my sister out there and I don't know how to comfort her after this." I said. "I think you should go out there and just listen to her." Zach said. The rest agreed. I sighed, stood up, and walked out to the balcony. 

<Amanda Paul's POV> 

My breathe got heavier and that's when I felt someone pulled me into them. They rubbed my back and whispered in my ear. My breathing went back to normal and I pulled away from the person. "I..I..I." was all I could manage to say. I started to panic again and walk up and down the balcony. I picked at my nails and started mumbling things. I was in a very bad part of my panic attack, that I haven't been in a long time. My movements were interrupted by someone grabbing a hold of my elbow. I looked down and then up, meeting the brown eyes that I was so in love with. "AJ?" I whispered, "what are you doing here?" He pulled me into a hug and I finally started to calm down. I felt peace and pulled away from me. "I heard what happened with Taylor. So I went to the hospital to see him and he told me the whole story. That's when Logan decided to text me to come help with you." He said. "But.. I thought you were mad that I walked away when you picked me up for the date and I didn't let you explain." I said. "I wasn't mad. I was upset but I let it go because Jake told me that you were going to talk to me after to fixed things with Taylor." He said. I sighed and nodded. I looked over at my twin and older brother and gave them the look to go inside. They quickly went inside as AJ and I sat on the couch.