A new year was starting, Blue's head spun at the thought of it. 2019 was a bittersweet year often coated in a shell of loneliness but with a core of happiness. She never truly found herself but she didn't mind, complaining would get her nowhere anyway. Though it saddened her knowing she lost so many people due to her own demise, she failed people, promises were never met. She was not the perfect daughter she hoped to be. She was not the perfect person she sought out to be.
Though she thought, there was no point in beating herself up about it. It would do no good or bring no change. All she hoped for was that this year she wore less bandages, maybe spoke up a little more and could breathe a ton more because right now the constant agitation of nothing consumed her. Her swamp was thicker than ever. Her mind embezzled in a fog. She just hoped, hoped for a change. Something that help her climb this impossible height.
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Oh well the New Years Anxiety is racking up high :/
"I'm ready to go, I'm ready to go
Can't do it alone, can't do it alone
I'm ready to run through the heat of the sun
Can't do it alone, can't do it alone
I'm ready to fall, so tired of it all
Down deep in a hole, can't do it alone
I'm ready to climb this mountain inside
Impossible heights"
~ Oh Wonder- White Blood
Hmm Should I create a book about some songs I listen to with like other's suggestions? For like a way to connect, cause music really helps a ton.
(This chapter was supposed to be published yesterday *sigh*)
Bye For Now <3
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Scribbles & Dribbles
RandomScribbles & Dribbles is A Collection of Thoughts & Experiences I've Felt Throughout My Years Of This Odd Thing Called 'Life.' My Happiness, My Emptiness, My Emotions All Resides In Here. What Can I Say, Sometimes We Just Have To Find That Corner Tha...
