Scribbles & Dribbles

a moment of sudden and great revelation or realization

...I Soon Came To Realise That I Was My Own Saviour. No One Could Pick Me Up As Better As I Could Pick My Own Self Up. Once Upon A Time, I Was The Only One Drying Those Tear Stained Cheeks, No One Was There & That's How It Would Always Stay. Besides The Bravest Thing I Could Ever Do Was To Let Myself Heal.

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Sometimes even the friends we have are not enough (sorry it's not them, it's me). I often found myself beaten up when I couldn't smile or laugh with them, I thought I wasn't normal & classed my distancing as careless. Little did I know that my distancing from people I care the most was a hint to my low moods & self isolation. I never acknowledged my sadness, told it that it did not exist & continued to move on with my bottled emotions. Of course like all jars, mine became full & I collapsed, huffing & sobbing at why I couldn't understand myself (stories for another time). 

Let me tell you, it takes a realization, weather it be one or two or three & four. It takes YOU to really assess & realize the situation you are in, it will always be your decision to decide weather to move forward or not. It's Shit. I know. Though remember at the end of the day, it's only you & the stars. You will only heal if you let yourself.

Self love is crazy & it's never taught enough to us, instead we're trapped in societies expectations, taught the stigmas of the rest & sit there with a conflicted soul. 

It's okay to not feel fine, It's okay to not feel happy, It's okay to cry, It's not weak, You aren't weak, you've been strong for too long, cry, let it out, pick up the pieces, Remind yourself your worth, That your the most precious star out there, No other star has the right to steal your light, You Are You & There Is Nothing Wrong With That. 

I LOVE YOU, WE LOVE YOU.

Yours Sincerely~

Blue ❤