𝐫𝐞; 𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞𝐝 𝐲𝐨𝐮 ʚ, PH X RU COUNTRYHUMANS

004

re;        I LOVED YOU
CHAP - 004

PHILS PERSPECTIVE

IT- has been seven days, No.

One week since I last talked to that "Person", I didn't realize I'll be busy for a while, Blame thesis, I've been staying up all night working on that shit. But I guess once this finally ends I'll be free, or so I thought.

It was past 12 o'clock at the midnight
So I decided to take a walk outside considering that it might sound so dangerous I don't give a fuck cause I want to go out.

Slipping my shoes on, I immediately skipped outside and locked the door behind me. It's cold, but I don't want to go back in to grab anything to warm me up, I just shrugged and walked down the streets.

Some of the streetlights we're glinting.
It kinda creeps me out I guess. Although it's relaxing.

College has been quite difficult compared to high school, and if both are to be compared, I'd rather go with high school, something about being a teenager is just so fun.

I should've seen it sooner that my life as an adult would be so overwhelming and tiring.

Eh, whatever, all I want is peace at this point which is unusual since I don't have enough freedom anymore.

And after this college stupid ass shit, I'll have to find a stable job and also a damn house. I can't just rely on my mom and my dad even as an adult. That's upsetting.

It was then when I heard a vulnerable and soft "meows" at the distance, a part of me wants to check up on that cat while the other part of me just wants to ignore it cause it may be something that would kill me.

Oh well, I don't care if I got killed I'm curious. I followed where the noise was coming from only to see a mother cat and also her kittens.

As much as I want to adopt them I can't, the apartment does not want us to keep pets.

I sighed. Patting the mother kitty and her kittens, standing up and leaving them alone.

Today sounds very depressing.
I mean, growing up sounds very depressing actually. There are few things that you have to leave once you entered adulthood.

But as one of the young nations, I'm immortalized. Unlike the humans, my people, my countrymen, I'm capable of dying.

Growing old and a never-ending life seems so unfair as you just watch your own people dying everyday.

Oh well.
With my head filled with thousands of thoughts, I stopped my tracks only to realize I'm in the middle of nowhere.

I sighed, grabbed my phone, and contacted one of my friends

01-739-467-4883
BELABIATCH🤪💥

ME

Ma'am can u pick me up?😔
I'm nowhere to be found and
I'm tired of walking anyways://

BELABIATCH🤪💥

I- are you for real rn??

Smh fineee

Where you at???

ME

I think here in the Plaza in front
Of the new tea shop i think

The one with "Miracles tea shop"

i kinda want to get some of their
Milkshakes thoo

BELABIATCH🤪💥

aight boo i got my wallet
I'm finna buy some starbucks
Cuz coffee is 😩👏👏

ME

Mk girly.. 💀