Love

Unhappy

Short chapter but important.

Taehyung yet again went to the guest room and cried his heart out, but this time he had his best friend, Jimin by his side. 

He was curled up beside Jimin, letting out little sobs as he was grabbing on to Jimin shirt. Jimin Hugged him through it all, rubbing his hand soothingly behind his back. 

Jimin the whole time didn't say anything, just comfort him with his actions. He wanted Taehyung to call down first before they could speak about the situation.  

Taehyung sobs reduced into sniffles after a few minutes. He slowly rose up into a sitting position with his legs crossed (on the bed). Jimin rose up as well looking at his friend worriedly.  

"Sorry about your shirt." Taehyung says pointing to the big wet spot on his shirt. Jimin looks down, pulling his shirt off his skin.

"It's fine." He didn't care that much about it at this point. He looks at Taehyung caringly, seeing as he was looking down at his hands, sniffling. He gently cups Taehyung face to look up while doing so he pulls down his long sleeve and starts to wipe the tears that were still caught on his eyelashes.  He smiles at him, Taehyung returns the smile, letting him clean his face. 

Jimin knows the question he wants to ask is so dumb considering how his friend is right now but-

"Are you going to be okay?" He sees Taehyung smile falter, so he bites his worriedly thinking right now might not have been the right time to ask this question.  

"Y-yea." Jimin doesn't miss how Taehyung eyes flickered to the side or how he stuttered. He doesn't say anything though, thinking he might make Taehyung feel uncomfortable.

They stay in silence before Taehyung asks a question that catches Jimin off guard.  

"Who do you think he knocked up?" His eyes widen as he looks at Taehyung who was biting his lip.

"Do you think it was someone from High School?"  

"I-I don't know." Jimin shrugs while shaking his head, he didn't expect Taehyung to ask such a question. 

"The twins are two, right?" Jimin nods his head slowly, knowing where this is leading. 

"...and it takes a few weeks for a girl to actually be pregnant and 9 months for a baby to fully grow" He sees how Taehyung eyes widen in realization. 

"It didn't even take a year for him to move on!" He looks at Jimin in disbelief, still wide-eyed.  

"was it that easy to move on for him!?" He sees Taehyung eyes harden, and how he clutches to the bedsheets.

Jimin sees how he's getting, he goes to grab his hand to calm him down but TAehyung is already standing uplifting his hands in the air. 

"Did he really forget those 3 years we were together? 3 YEARS. Jimin. I gave three years of my life to him, and it doesn't even take him a year to move on and make a GIRl pregnant!" Jimin watches him rant for a few seconds before trying to calm him down once again. 

"Taehyung-" 

"I mean did our love for each other mean nothing to him, did I mean anything?! He just gave up-" 

"Taehyung!" Jimin goes up to his knees and grabs his arm, Taehyung looks at him shutting his mouth.

"YOU broke up with him, You let him go, You gave him the opportunity to be in another relationship"

Tears start to stream down Taehyung, he starts to sob.

"I kn-know." Jimin frowns, he pulls Taehyung to a hug and lies down. 

"Taehyung, You can't feel this way." He feels Taehyung hug him tighter. 

"I-I know, I just- I can't he-help it."  he sobs in the end, burring his face in Jimin's chest.  

Once again their silent as Taehyung tries to calm down again. A few minutes past and it's silent, no sob, no sniffle. JImin thinks Taehyung fell asleep so he looks down, but instead sees him looking blankly at something. 

"Do you think my life would have been different if I didn't break up with him? " he whispers out.

"Of course it would." Jimin answers in a nervous jokingly tone. He feels Taehyung start to move so he turns to look at him, by the time he looks at Taehyung, Taehyung is laying on his back looking at the ceiling, his expression was blank but once he looked at his eyes, Jimin saw all the sadness held within them.  

Jimin was staring at Taehyung wanting to see if there was any reaction to his words, and I guess he zoned out because what Taehyung said next brought him back.  

" I think I would have been happy." 

"Are you not happy?" Jimin asks. 

Taehyung turns his head to the side to look at him and shrugs. 

"Are you happy?" he asks back. 

Jimin sighs and starts to move, Taehyung watches as Jimin starts to lay on his back completely.

Jimin turns his head towards him.

Smiles. 

Then shrugs.