Chapter 10: Park Time!

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~Daniel's POV~

When I finally got home I went straight up to my room since my mom wouldnt be back til later. I just couldnt get my mind off of how much better Tandra would suit Blaze.

"Heh.. I'm really not good enough for him arent I?" I said to myself. "What does he even see in me?" I was speaking my thoughts at this point. "He probably just figured out my feelings and pitied me." My eyes began to water. "Would it be different if I wasnt the omega?" The water that was building up in my eyes started to pour down my cheeks. "I'm just dragging him down arent I? I mean it was only our first date, he pro-probably was just t-testing me." My words started to get jumbled together. "J-just wanted t-to pl-play wi-" a hiccup escaped my throat. "Wi-with my f-feelings." I curled up into a ball, alone with my thoughts. The tears stopped at one point and it just hurt. My stomache was all in knots and my chest seemed to have tighten. The air around me was still and only my dry sobs could be heard in my room.

Eventually I fell asleep. Waking up the next morning was terrible as all of my thoughts the previous night came back to me. How I looked was nothing to how I felt. My eyes were red from crying and there were tear stains down my cheeks. My ears and tail were droopy. Good thing its Sunday. I can have a day to myself. Going back to my bed and getting wrapped up in my fluffy blankets I realized I really was alone for the day. Mom worked everyday except Tuesdays and Wednesdays. 'Now I can sleep at least' I thought to myself. Getting comfortable was easy was I already was wrapped up in my blankets.

I woke up not too long after I went to sleep. Apparently I was wrong with being comfortable. My dream ended up being about Blaze and made remember why I was all sad. "What am I doing? It was only the first date." I told myself. Getting out of bed was cold, but I needed to do it. Going to the washroom I splashed some water on my face to try get rid of the tear stains. I brushed my teeth and showered quickly. After I got out of the shower I dried off and got into some comfy clothes. This was just going to be a rest day. Then I would have to face school again for a week.

"What if he really was just playing with me?" I questioned myself as I got cuddled up in my blankets. "Blaze wouldnt d-do something like that, would he?" I was just arguing with myself at this point. "No Blaze is a good person, but I mean could he have just been plotting it since I became omega?" Curling into a ball I tried to quiet my thoughts. "I'm sure it was just by chance." With that I fell asleep.

I woke up from my nap and stayed laying in bed for a bit. It couldnt have been that late; it didnt feel that late. Finally deciding to get up I looked at the clock seeing as it was only 12pm my mom wouldn't be home for another 5 hours. How am I going to entertain myself? As I was thinking of things to do my phone went off. I grabbed it and checked what the notification was for, to my surprise it was from Blaze.

"Oh my Irene! Yes he texted!" I exclaimed and shot up in my bed. I unlocked my phone and went to my messages with him.

'Hey Daniel just wondering the next time your free'

Why does he want to know something like that? What should I say? Well I should answer his question, but how?? Should I try coolly?? I yelled in my head. How and why is texting so hard?

'Anytime this week!'

Did that sound too happy and over the top? I shouldn't have used any punctuation gahh but it's already sent.

'Oh cool well I was thinking of a make up date since Tandra kinda invaded ours yesterday'

Oh Irene! Yes! I get to go on another date with Blaze! Well it's a make up date but still! I quickly responded.

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