Two Halves

knowledge Part 10

-Namjoon-

Once I went home I found Jin sleeping on the couch and Jungkook wasn't there. I just had to pack the stuff I had and go to my actual home since I lived there and only said a few nights. Also I had work in the morning but Jin looked pretty tired and cold while sleeping on the couch in a short sleeve shirt and tight black jeans with holes in them. I could tell the cool air of their apartment was getting to him and waking him up so I covered him with my long grey jacket since it was a bit soft and warm but also because it'd cover him enough to keep him warm. I got his shoes off without waking him up and kissing his forehead softly.

Namjoon- "sleep well my wonderful model. I'll text you in the morning before I go to work."

I knew Jins schedule was clear for a while since he was on vacation but I still have work to do, I wanted to try and get him to work with my company full time since he was a starting out model with a big name yes but no company could tie him and Jungkook down.

Jin- "Joonie"

I looked at him again, seeing that his eyes were slowly opening and when I looked at his eyes there were still that dark brown as always and he had a gentle smile.

Namjoon- "Hey beautiful."

I sat on the couch between him thighs and stomach since he laid on his side with his knees curled up and I sat perfectly between to fill that crease.

Jin- "you going somewhere?"

I smiled and stroked his head softly, he wasn't fully awake and he was starting to fall back asleep.

Namjoon-"Home. I'll text you tomorrow though."

Jins small mile meant the world to me.

Jin- "You are home. With me. Please don't leave me again."

He softly put his arms around me and I knew he fell asleep as soon as he did because there was no grip so I moved softly and recovered him up then kissed his nose.

Namjoon- "I will never leave you."

I sighed, now how was I supposed to leave? I sat down and laid my head on the couch by his head and closed my eyes. I admit I was pretty tired but I had to pack real fast and leave before he woke up so I could get things done but before I knew it darkness covered my body and dragged me into a hole that I wasn't able to fight. Sleep took over my body in and instant as my breathing matched Jins perfectly.

Jin- "Joonie? It's time to get up."

I opened my eyes and winced away as light flooded into my eyes and smiled when Jin covered them to shield me.

Namjoon- "morning."

His lips touched mine for a second, that second was enough for me to get my arms around him and pulled him closer while kissing him deeper. His lips met mine back as he climbed into my lap and held the kiss while my hands went down his back. Once our tongue tangled I wasn't sure I'd be able to stop myself because Jungkook wasn't here, nothing was stopping me. I got him on his back and put his hands above his head, kissing around his neck and nipping at the skin, making him gasp out.

Jin- "N-namjoonie"

He rolled his hips into mine and I groaned against his ear.

Namjoon- "Jin..fuck don't. jungkook could come home. You didn't want that."

He chuckled up me and said nothing.

Namjoon- "shit. I have work today. Damn it Jin."

He shrugged.

Jin- "Before you started this I was trying to tell you that you'd be late if you didn't get up."

I raised an eyebrow and leaned closer, barely away from his lips and met his eyes to see his reaction and his eyes were on my lips, totally breathless and I knew the effect I had on him now.

Jin- "Joonie..."

His voice showed how little breath he was taking in so I chuckled.

Namjoon- "Please breathe. You've stopped your air from coming into your lungs. I know you want me but you don't have to die."

My lighthearted joke did nothing and he remained shook by how close I was so I moved more and kissed him. At first it was gentle and loving with no ulterior motives as if a symphony took place between us. I let his hands go and slowly made my way down his neck with gentle kissed and sweet nothings until his hands went around me.

Jin- "Joonie, you have work."

I nodded and kissed his nose before untangling our bodies to stand up. When I stood up my hand went to my side and I hissed in pain. I was still in pain from the relapse and Jin didn't waste a second to stand up and come to my side while the pain throbbed through my body.

Jungkook- "So, Jin will kill us if we wake him-"

He came in with Taehyung and as soon as they saw me bent over in pain and Jin at my side they rushed over.

Taehyung- "Namjoon? whats wrong?"

Jungkook- "Jin! what happened?!"

I pushed them all off and fell into the wall with Jins arms supporting me.

Jin- "It's time to tell them."

I nodded and pointed to the couch while the pain slowly subsided and Jin sat with me on the coffee table on front of them in case I needed him.

Namjoon- "My liver is failing. I've known about it for a long time now. Since before I left actually  and was only put on the waiting list yesterday during the relapse I had. The list is very long and my time is possibly running shorter."

Everyone looked at me, Jin looked horrified and shocked while the other two looked scared.

Jungkook- "Is that...why you left?"

I shook my head no.

Namjoon- "My reason for leaving wasn't based off it totally no."

Taehyung- "You seemed to make the talking king speechless. I applaud you."

Jin stood up really fast, so fast that Jungkook stood up to catch him and hold his balance.

Jin- "You didn't tell me! How long before you left did you know?!"

Jins reaction told me how he felt right now. I didn't need a psychic to tell me he was pissed and upset now.

Namjoon- "a year."

His facial expression changed from anger to pure hurt.

Jin- "You...knew a whole year before?"

I nodded and Jungkook moved to stand beside where Taehyung had moved to.

Jin- "Get out."

His hand was pointed to the door and Jungkook went to speak but Jin shut him up by yelling and making him jump into Taehyung. Jin never yelled with such anger if it wasn't a joke and the boys knew not to say or do anything to piss him off further.

Namjoon- "Jin-"

Jin- "Get out of my house now!"

I nodded and sighed before grabbing my phone and leaving.