Fallon Carrington Imagines

4) Before you go

*listen to this while reading*
Y/n's POV
Well it's official Fallon and I are done and I'm not gonna lie I've been a mess. Not eating, not picking up anybody's phone calls, and not sleeping. I really loved her, but I have to move on. My body doesn't want to move or go out.
Hey y/n come on you've been In bed for the past 2 weeks, I'm getting worried. I just grab a pillow and screamed into it. Sam sits next to me and puts his hand on my thigh,
I know how you feel trust me I've been there done that, but honey you have to move on.
     He's right I can't be in bed forever but I don't want to go anywhere. Sam grabbed my arms and helped me up, I groaned and threw myself back down. He rolled his eyes and helped me up again and put me over his shoulders,
Sam let me down NOW! I know that he's smirking and carries me all the way to the kitchen and puts me down, what the hell Sam!!
I hate seeing you like this, I know you miss Fallon and you're not over her but damn it y/n move the fuck on. That's all I have to say. He sighed and looked at me, I just stood there with my eyes wide open.
Wow Sam! You don't think that I fucking tried!! I tried so hard to forget about her, forget about us but you know what it's hard as fuck!!! I-I-I can't eat, I can't sleep. I'm a god damn reck without her!! I started to cry, I'm angry and most of all I'm hurt. He just stares at me and gets up, oh my gosh Sam stop defending Fallon!! Don't you know that she was the one who fucking cheated on me!! He just stood there for a good minute and grabbed my wrists, I rolled my eyes. He opened Blake's office door and locked it, Sam! open the damn door! I banged on the door and just gave up. I turned around and there stood Fallon. I just stood there, she started walking towards me and couldn't move I was frozen. She just grabbed my face and kissed me, I was shocked. I pushed her away, NO FALLON! Why are you kissing me huh?! You expect me to just take you back like that?!! She looked at the ground and looked back at me, you know I didn't mean to hurt you, I love you so much y/n and regret every second I was with Michael he doesn't mean anything to me.

It is too late Fallon you can't take back what you did, you think you can get away with everything just because you're a fucking Carrington! All you are is a stupid rich spoiled slut!
*Slap* I looked at her with my eyes wide. She sighed, why do we do this huh? I mean we fight then we fuck and then we are good and we fight, break up and it's the same shit and it's so tiring! I mean are we really that bad at relationships?! She's right it's the same thing. Before I let her go I should tell her how I feel because we both know this relationship is toxic. Fallon look you know I love you and I can't imagine my life without you but, before you go I need to let you know that will always be there for you when if we're not together. She starts to tear up and kiss me and surprisingly I kissed back, because I know that's the kiss we will ever share. I love you too y/n.