Ghosted || Klance || Voltron AU

2

K e i t h ;

Peeling off my clothes, I get into the shower. I turn the heat all the way up just to get any feeling back into my limbs. It's freezing in my apartment- it's like this every January. Last January was great though, I had all the warmth I needed.

As the hot water ran down my body, I stood there and leaned my head against the shower wall. I hated this, I remember him like it was yesterday. It's embarrassing, really. I let myself go, my hair grew out, I don't sleep, and I hardly eat enough. All because of him.

I finally clean myself and get out. I stare at myself in the mirror, I look like a corpse. My skin in pale, my eyes are sunken, I'm skinny as hell, and I look like I might pass out at any moment. I dry myself off and get dressed. I look at my room and sigh to myself. It's a fucking mess.

I took in a deep inhale and speak up to myself, "Alright, Keith, now it's time to get over yourself and him. Get your shit together." I realize how stupid I sound after I finish my statement. Sighing, I begin cleaning up.

Today is the day I finally pull myself out of the hole I dug for myself.

***

After cleaning up my room, I throw out the trash that had been piling up for about four months. Next was the kitchen and then my living room, I will then be clutter and baggage free. I sigh aloud, and glance at the clock, 7:30.

***

It's 9:00 when I'm done cleaning. I make my way back to my room and set up my old camera I haven't turned on in a few months.

I take in a deep breath and hit record, I sit back on my bed, "Hey guys, It's been a while, huh?"