Pain Relief. (A Harry Styles Fanfic)

Chapter 4: Savannah's POV

"Hurry!" Louis yells into the phone while he is waititng outside my house. He is picking me up for Nialls party. I finish doing my makeup and run outside. I get in the car and Louis turns up the music. We get to Nialls and you can hear the music from outside. Louis sees Gracie as soon as we get there and he leaves me alone. I roam around the house for alittle bit. 

  I find myself wanting to go upstairs so i walk up.  I see a bedroom and open the door hoping to lay down. "Shit!" Zayn yells as i walk in on him and some random chic."Sorry!" I yell and close the door. Awkward. Every other room i walked into had people in it. I see one last room.

I walk over and dont even knock. I open the door to find something i didnt expect. "Harry?" I say as i see someone laying on the bed alone. "Hello." He says. He looks as if he is very sad maybe even crying. "I'll um..find..another room." I see and he shakes his head. "You can stay in here." He says and moves over on the bed. I cant tell wether to deny his invitation or not so i just tried to shut of my inner voice saying to leave.

I climb onto the bed and Harry pats for me to lay down. I dont say no i do what he says. He looks at the ceiling while i stare at him. "Is everything okay?" I ask. " I dont really know actually. I just wish that for once i could find someone who loves me. " He says and it surprises me. Harry being in love? I wonder what happend.

"I dont understand" I admit. " Savannah, I promise im not a bad guy. I dont just hook up with girls for fun. I do it because i dont know what else to do. They dont love me. They love the idea of having their parents find them with a 'bad boy' And im sick of it. Completly sick. I want someone who loves me and cares about me and sees the real me." He says and i feel a tear roll down my cheek.

"Harry...I didnt know..Im so sorry. Im a horrible person." I say and he looks at me. "No you are not." He says and i start to cry again. "Harry i know we arent the best of friends but that gave me no right to judge you. I made you feel like shit when i didnt even know your story. I thought i did. I am so sorry." I say and look up at him. 

I dont know what is coming over me but i lean closer to him. He senses what i am doing and he runs his hand on my jawline before he leans in and kisses me.  His tounge massages mine and his  he brings his hands to my face, cupping my flushed cheeks, and then moving them down to my waist.

My mind stops telling me to find Louis and go home. My body is pure sensation. I move closer to Harry and put my hands around his neck. My phone buzzes and I pull back. Its a text from Louis ' We will be leaving in an hour. Where are you?'  it reads. I respond and say im upstairs and ok i will meet him in an hour. Harry looks up at me "Is everything okay?" He asks.

"Yeah..it was Louis telling me when we are leaving." I tell him and he nods. "Im sorry, i shouldnt have forced you to do that. I know how you feel about me." He says and i grab his hand. "Harry, that was not forced. I enjoyed it actually. I dont hate you...i never have really...from the second I saw you in the lunch room i was interested in you." i admit and he kisses my cheek.

"So where does this leave us?"  He asks and i shrug. "I...I dont know..." i admit. He tucks my hair behind my ears and says " Maybe we could be friends now or something?"  I dont know what to say. I dont know what to think. I really like Harry. It might be hard to just start being his friend after this. I look up at his eyes. His soft eyes looking as if they are begging me to say yes. "Yeah we could. I guess." I say and we both laugh. 

Harry is no longer the 'bad boy' in my eyes. He is everything.  He kisses me again. "Friends should not kiss Harry." I say. Why the hell did i say that. I know i want him to kiss me. "Friends with benefits do. " He says . "I agreed to being friends. Im not really a fan of the whole friends with benefits thing." I tell him and he grins. I didnt even notice how quickly the time has passed.

"Savannah?" Louis asks while walking in the door to find Harry and i laying on the bed. "Oh god." He says and just looks at me. "No no no. Its not what it looks like." I say and Louis just nods. I say goodbye to Harry and his mood is completly changed. He just nods. No smile, no nothing.

We get in the car. It is just me and Lou. Gracie drove her by herself. "Sav what happened in there?" Louis asked. I cant lie to him. I have to tell him what happened. " I...Well...i couldnt find a room to sit in but then i accidentely walked into Harrys...He told me to come in so i did. He was really upset over something which im not 100 percent sure of. But he was really hurting so well i kind of leaned over and he kissed me. Nothing else happened. Except we sort of agreed to be friends. I dont know." I say and put my hands on my head. 

"Savannah. Please dont get hurt. I wont stand for it. And well...if you're friends with someone i have to be too. Yay for Harry." Louis says and rolls his eyes.