Pain Relief. (A Harry Styles Fanfic)

Chapter 20: Savannahs POV

(SAVANNAHS POV)

My anxiety is through the roof as i watch Harry pace back and forth in fron of my. I am standing up by his door and Charlie is upstairs. "Harry PLease" I whisper and he looks up. He looks almost..worried.'

"Savannah..You need to promise you wont leave me again." He says and i am scared to death at what he could tell  me but i am losing patience. "Harry..."I warn and he gribs my wrists gently. "Please."He whispers and i sigh. I cant give in to him. "Tell me or I will leave." I say not wanted to look him in the eyes.He could be a murderer for all i know.

"I did some bad shit awhile ago..."Harry starts still gripping my wrists. I cant find my self to look him in the eyes. "Continue.."I push. "Alright.."He starts "I was involved in a buissness i shouldnt have been in and ..."He says but i inturupt him. "What buissness Harry..Details" I say and he backs up. 

He heaves a heavy hand through his dark brown locks and continues his story. "My father was a leader of a drug and prostitution buisness.. "Harry chokes out and my heart stops. "He dragged me in it because he said if i didnt he would kill my mother and sister..i had no choice really..but now i cant get out of it."

"My job was awful..i had to..pick women..and trick them into joing the buisness as sex slaves..."Harry says and my jaw drops. I feel a tear run down my eye as some things start falling into place."How do you know my dad.i mean Travis.."I whisper and i notice he is starting to cry aswell. 

"He is in the buisness.."Harry says and i feel my heart race pick up and i am at a lose of words. "What did he mean when he said I am the one Harry..."I force myself to say unwilling to know the answer. 

"My dad needed a new slave.."Harry starts and my body slides to the floor. MY breathign is rapid and Harry trys to comfort me but i push him away. "No" I shout as he trys to help me. 

"Savannah its not what it seems! Once i met you i couldnt stop thinking of you and i didnt want to hurt you..thats why i started seeing Bella!" Harry shouts but it doesnt calm the pain in my chest. 

"savannah i love you, and i will never let anyone hurt you. But my dad and your dad want a new slave and they are set on you...But i have people who will help me fight them."Harry starts and for once in the past 20 minutes i look inside his eyes. 

"Who Harry." I command to know. "Im not the only one in the business..."Harry starts but i shout "Who" 

"Zayn,Niall,Liam, and....Louis" Harry says and i feel like throwing up. 

"Sweet Liam and no not Louis he would never.." I start and run my finger over my forehead. "Louis' Dad is involved to non of us had a choice and well Liams Mum..Got taken awhile back.."Harry says and i cry more than i thought i could. 

"I cant.."I start and Harry looks up and panic flashes across his face. "No..You promised...Please You said you would never leave me!" He yells breathing heavily. I let the last tear fall before opening the door and not looking back. 

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I cant stop running. I ran all the way to the park Harry and I first came too. Its is now raining again. It rains alot now-a-days. I dont mind though. Its feels like Im not crying alone..

I reach into my pocket and i see my phone going like crazy. Shit. Its Charlie. I forgot him at Harrys. "Charlie?" I ask into the phone. "Savannah come to Harrys now i dont know whats happening. Hes hyperventalating i think he needs a doctor!" Charlie cries and my heart beat picks up again. 

"Be there soon," I say into the phone not thinking. I start running back to Harrys.

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"Charlie?" I yell running into Harrys house. "Savannah!" Charlie yells from Harrys bedroom on the first floor. I run through the hallway and push open the door. Harry is collapsed on the floor breathing uncontrolably while Charlie is crying sitting next to him.

"Charlie go upstairs." I yell and Charlie runs out of the room. 

"Harry..Im here..Whats wrong." I ask trying to talk to him. As much as i am hurt by the fact i was almost used by him he obviously needs me.

"Shit are you having a panic attack?" I ask as i see his face pale. He nods slightly and i start crying again. "Harry what do i do?" I ask through my tears. 

He struggles to sit up but when he does he slowly lifts off his shirt. I furrow my brows in confusion but Harry grabs my hand once again and makes me trace the black heart tattoo on his arm. I trace lightly while looking at him. "Kiss me 3 times" He says and i freeze unable of what to say. 

"screw it" He mumbles then grabs my face and pulls my lips into his. He pecks once, then twice, then a thirt time. I notice his face regaining color. His breathing begins to regulate as he lays back on the ground once again.

"Did i-i do that?"I ask softly. "Yes..."He says and smiles slightly. "How?" I ask and he grabs my hand. "I take 3 pills for my panic attacks ...i needed you to kiss me 3 times..and your touch was the pain reliever...Savannah you are my drug.."

"Wh-what?" I ask in disbelief. "I am so sorry i kept all of this from you. I should have never talked to you and not drag you into this.."  Harry starts but i finish by pressing my lips to his again. "I trust you to keep my safe.." I say not even being able to rethink the thought.

Harry squeezes my hand and smiles. A beautiful smile that is so very captivating.

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A:n- Hey everyoneeee hope you all are enjoying my book so far. I am actually changing the name of the book today xD. Say good bye to (Styles.) 

Love you all!!!! Thanks for so many reads omg!