Pain Relief. (A Harry Styles Fanfic)

Chapter 27- Harrys POV

Chapter title- 

    The  coffee shop

(Some people started messaging me about adding songs for each chapter so i guess ill do that now :)

Songs i listened to while writing

All of the stars- Ed Sheeran

Kiss me- Ed sheeran

Give me love- Ed sheeran

One - Ed sheeran 

****I LOVE ED ****

ENJOY

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HARRYS POV

I spent last night laying in bed just thinking. Everything can go back to normal know. I dont know what happened to me...i guess when i found out my father did to her i figured she would never forgive me. 

Everything leads back to her....

When i met Victoria she reminded me so much of Savannah...I dont love Victoria and she knows it.. Ive told her about Savannah..

"You ready man?"  Zayn asks me breaking me from my thoughts. "Im nervous" I admit.

"Why mate?"He asks and grabs my jacket from the closet and hands it to me. "She probably thinks i dont love her anymore, I fucked up by bringing Victoria to the park. She begged me to come. You should have saw Sav...she was flawless...." I start and Zayn smiles.

"Was she happy to see you?" He asks and my heart stops.

" I ended up making her cry because of Victorias presence." I practically whisper and Zayn gives me a weak smile. 

"You should go now, im sure you too can work it out." He says and smiles and opens the door for me. 

"i'll text you later." I say and proceed out the door.

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I pull up to the coffee shop and get out of my car. 

Savannah is waiting for me by the steps. She takes my breath away. 

She is wearing a black skirt and a white and black striped shirt. I cant stop staring.

I walk up to her and stand there in silence. "Im sorry, but can i just hug you? Just for a second, its all i need, i just need to hold you again.."I whisper and look at her eyes. 

She doesnt respond she just leaps into my arms. 

I just needed to hug her again. I missed her so much. The nights spent crying,drinking,lying, anything besides being happy. 

She pulls away and walk towards the door.

I stare at her again.

Savannah sits at a two person table and she sits down. I sit across from her. I can tell she wants to cry, i know it. When she pulls he lip in between her teeth it means shes biting back the tears.

"Dont cry." I say and she looks up at me.

"I dont know where we go from here..."She whispers and i breathe in deeply. 

The coffee shop is practically empty besides a few people meeting others here. 

"Lets talk about this..." I say and she shuts her eyes.

"I just want to start by saying, i am so sorry Savannah...I never ment for any of this to happen. Everyday you were gone was hell for me, im not over you and i never will be. I understand that you probably hate me but please Sav i didnt want any of this to happen, and i know i cant take it back but if i could i would..I wish i could rewind time and convince my self to neve have bumped into you in the cafeteria..because then your life would be so much better...i cause all of this and i know that.." I say and Savannah is crying now. I feel a tear slip from my eye and my throat begins to close in. I continue saying " But I cant take back the way i feel about you..Your life would be betetr without me but mine wouldnt be better without you, and i love you so much that i would risk never talking to you again so that you can have a happy life. Is that what you want? Me to go away forever?"