Pain Relief. (A Harry Styles Fanfic)

Chapter 26: Savannahs POV

1 YEAR LATER

After a year of being tortured and raped i finally am out of this hell whole. Its all thanks to Karen Payne...she is the one who found a way to contact the police.

I dont know where to go from here. I am trying to take in everything around me. The nice police officer told me that my family is waiting for me at the station. I miss them, im so glad that i can finally not be alone again.

The lonely nights crying, missing everyone, missing Harry.

My stomach drops at the thought. I Dont know why he gave up on finding me. I want to talk to him about it but i honestly dont know how. He promised me he would get me out and he didnt.

"Honey we are here" The police woman says. "Thanks" I whisper.

The station is extremely close and im in a huge pair of sweats and a tank top.

"sweetheart, oh my goodness its you" My mother screams running towards me. She wraps her motherly arms around me and i cant help but cry with her.

I missed them so much, and after what ive been through i need a hug.

"Im so sorry.."My mother cries and i give her a weak smile "Its over now" I whisper and hug her again.

"Kassie and Charlie are in the car, They dont know what happened, they think you were at grandpas in California. " My mother says and i nod and walk towards the car door.

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2 DAYS LATER

"Im ready." I tell my mother and she smiles at me. "I need to do this mom, i miss him, i need to know if he still loves me." I tell my mother.

"Harry will always love you sweetheart. When you talk to him tell him how you really feel okay?" She says and i nod.

After debating on what i am going to do i finally figured out a plan. Louis told me Harry was going to be at the town park today probably playing soccer i decided i would go and surprise him.

Im home.

I love HARRY so much and everyday that passed I missed him more and more..

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At the park

"My heart is beating 100 miles a minute. I search around the whole park till i finally see the curly haired boy that broke my heart a year ago.

He is standing about 20 feet away from me. I stare.

I feel my heart shatter into 700 pieces when i realize he is not alone.

He is with a girl.

This feeling is coming back,the feeling of disappointment. It's like my body is used to this feeling. My stomach feels sick,my head pounds,my heart shakes, and my eyes water.
The usual.

I feel my hands start to shake when Harry turns around.

I stare at him, tears running down my cheek. I didnt know i had any tears left.

I freeze in my spot when i realize he notices i am there.

Harrys jow drops and he stands still. His features turn to shock and he rakes a heavy and through his curls.

I cant do anything. He is Over Me.

I take every ounce of strength in me to turn around. Once i am around i am running. Running fast.

Thats why he didnt save me.

He is with somebody else now.

I waited for him. Day after day after day after day waiting for a miracle to happen. I never would have thought this pain was possible.I loved him, i still love him. He doesnt love me anymore.

I cant run anymore. I sit down by a tree a few blocks away from my house. I take out my phone and call Louis immediatly. "Please help me Lou" I cry into the speaker.

"Sav what happened? Are you and Harry okay?" He asks and i cry harder. "He found sombody else. He was with somegirl at the park Lou.."I mumble through my tears.

"Calm down babe okay?Everything is going to be okay."He whispers and i breathe heavily "I have to go."I cry into the phone and then hang up as fast as i could.

No one understands this pain. I can't keep playing this game.

"Savannah?" I hear a familiar voice say behind me.
"Go away." I say turning around.
It's Harry.

"How did? When did you get out love?" He says softly.

I'm still crying...but looking at him know I realize how much I've missed him and how much I want him, he hurt me and I still want him.

"Why do you care harry? Your with someone else." I cry and try to wipe away a tear.

"It's not like that..."harry starts to say and looks down.

"Then what is it Harry?" I almost whisper "I love you ,you loved me. But you don't anymore..."

Harry stares blankly at the ground.

"That's what I thought." I whisper and feel my heart shatter again.
How many times can I keep doing this?

"Wait.."harry says and reaches out to grab my arm.

"Meet me tomorrow...at the coffee shop by nialls house...i can explain everything..." He begs and my heart speaks before my mind "fine"

I walk away with my heart in my hands and tears on my face...
Something I've become used to doing...