i should just make a mementos thing like what @/eddiepng does at this point bc i need to stop talking so much in my art book but yeah
i watched the IT movies last night with my friends and it was fun
but heres the weird part:
i started ticcing a bunch yesterday, which at first i was like "lol okay wow its gonna be one of those days" because ive had a tic for a longgg time but its not really ever that bad, and its only one tic, where my whole upper body shakes a tiny bit
but it just kept happening and i was like 😳
and then i started shrugging my shoulders and turning my head up like this
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and that was like REALLY noticeable and i was ticcing like that a lot. i wasnt startled at first bc ive ticced before, but then my friends started noticing, they didnt point it out but theyd glance at me when i would do it
and when i could feel it coming on and i stopped i felt reALLY weird it was such a weird sensation and then as soon as i did it thered be relief
and then later in the night ANOTHER tic started, where i arched my back/ stuck my shoulders out
and then instarted to worry and they got worse
and when i woke up this morning they werent as bad but now theyre starting up again
im scared to tell anyone irl about this bc i dont wanna seem like an attention wh*re or anything
and im really freaked out and i dont know what to fcking do please help me
