Chapter 1 - About me

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Do you ever feel invisible?

Cause I do, and this is my story.

My name is Luna, I'm 16 and just a normal teenage girl. 

I'm selfconcious.

I'm awkard.

I can't live without my two bestfriends friends or music.

I love my dog, Cupcake.

I hate my 19 years old brother from time to time, but he's my brother and at the end of the day I will always love him.

Or, I mean I used to hate my brother for time to time but not anymore. He died two years ago in a carcrash with his girlfriend. She survived, he didn't. 

I miss him like hell. He was my best friend. The one who was always there for me when my parents wasn't. My dad is a workaholic and my mom lives in the other part of the town with her awful boyfriend, Jack, and his daughter, Jessie. I don't know why my mother loves him. I'm sure he hates me just as much as I hate him. My mum and dad got divorced when I was 13 and my mum and Jack found eachother about a half year after.I hated her for that in the beginnig. I didn't undertand how she could do it to dad, but I've learned to live with it and now I just think that if she's happy I'm happy for her. A least if I don't have to spend to much time with them.  My dad is still single, he doesn't have the time for a new realtionship.

I talk to him every night before I go to sleep, I know he might not be able to hear me. But a big part of me are convinced that he can. 

It's four in the morning and I haven't closed my eyes for a second the whole night. I can't, all I've done so far is to cry. cry. cry. cry. It's awful but I'm just not able to stop. 

Today is not a normal day. Today would have been his 20'th birtday. 

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