Do you ever feel invisible?
Cause I do, and this is my story.
My name is Luna, I'm 16 and just a normal teenage girl.
I'm selfconcious.
I'm awkard.
I can't live without my two bestfriends friends or music.
I love my dog, Cupcake.
I hate my 19 years old brother from time to time, but he's my brother and at the end of the day I will always love him.
Or, I mean I used to hate my brother for time to time but not anymore. He died two years ago in a carcrash with his girlfriend. She survived, he didn't.
I miss him like hell. He was my best friend. The one who was always there for me when my parents wasn't. My dad is a workaholic and my mom lives in the other part of the town with her awful boyfriend, Jack, and his daughter, Jessie. I don't know why my mother loves him. I'm sure he hates me just as much as I hate him. My mum and dad got divorced when I was 13 and my mum and Jack found eachother about a half year after.I hated her for that in the beginnig. I didn't undertand how she could do it to dad, but I've learned to live with it and now I just think that if she's happy I'm happy for her. A least if I don't have to spend to much time with them. My dad is still single, he doesn't have the time for a new realtionship.
I talk to him every night before I go to sleep, I know he might not be able to hear me. But a big part of me are convinced that he can.
It's four in the morning and I haven't closed my eyes for a second the whole night. I can't, all I've done so far is to cry. cry. cry. cry. It's awful but I'm just not able to stop.
Today is not a normal day. Today would have been his 20'th birtday.
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Teen FictionThis is the story about the 16 years old Luna who lost her beloved brother two years ago. she hasn't really been able to move on but will that change for a boy?