TUM HI HO

He is my Dev

Sonakshi's pov

I entered my house and telling Mom and Dad that I had my food at college,I rushed to my room . And sat on the bed , and let the tears ran down my eyes . Today was the happiest and the saddest day of my life . My life has been complicated from the time I have been to London.
I don't know what to say about  London that was the place where I had best and worst memories of my life.
God why u always did this to me , when I thought and decided that I will go wid flow , now u r doing this ,why God why... Can't u see me in peace for a second..when I had convinced my self that their is no way out u have send him back...Dev...my dev ...he is my dev ...he has came back..🥺🥺. My love is here in front of me but I can't even hug him ,,to say him that I love uh soooo much ...,,but why he is here ,,why ,,,God why u r so cruel ....u know very well,,that I can't hold my self in front of him,,mere Dev ,,,and she stated crying bitterly,,,,and she picks a photo from underneath her clothes and kisses on it and hugs it and said dev I love u Soo so much ...but i sorry my love ,I can't tell u this ,, m to yeh bhi nhi Puch skti k aap kaise ho ? I know u don't remember me anymore,,,but when I met u today I was able to see the same love and affection in ur eyes..does he remember me ,,,no no no no ,,how can he ? After that accident he was suffering from amensia ,,then how can he remember me ? But what if he does? No no no I can't risk his life again. I need to keep my distance from him. I need to talk to kartik Bhai . He knows everything about us . Yes I will talk to him that he should keep dev away from me and Jatin . After all this all is bcoz of this. Jatin Roy.

Seeing him after so many years ,,I was so happy . He has grown so much . Perfectly built body ,he is a man now,, but his eyes has That same love and care ,I was attracted to .his eyes tells that their is still a place for me in his heart . Only if he remembers me , I m sure he would have hugged me . And had asked me number of questions but only if he remembers,,,oh how I m going to control ,,, God help me ....no Sona u can do this ..u love him and ur family u have to save everyone. Saurabh and dev had suffered a lot  bcoz of u Sona . I will keep my promise I had made to Jatin if I want everything alright. I think I should call kartik Bhai .
I called him and he picked call in 3 rings and said "hello , Sona ,aj kaise. Yaad Kiya mujhe, aise to mujhse baat bhi nhi krti ho aj kaise yaad Kiya apne kartik Bhai ko ..
I was in tears , I know kartik hmesha chahta tha k m dev ko sab Sach bta dun lekin only I know what I mean going through ( yes guys kartik knows everything about devakshi and a little about jatin's misdeeds ,,not fully )
I said " Bhai m vo appse p.. puchna chahti thi k vo ...d...d..de.."
But he cut me and "I know Sona tum dev k bare me bol rhi ho ,, use tum yaad nhi ho Sona ,, don't worry,but I hope u also have noticed what Happened today when he sees u ,,usse kuch to feel hua hoga ,aj Sara din vo tumhaare baare me soch Raha tha.vo bola ni iska mtlb ye nhi k m Jann ta ni,, m ab bhi yahi kahuga Sona k tum hi usse thik kr skti ho ,,,plz come and heal him ,ek baar vo thik ho jaaye vo khud us Jatin ko dekh lega or tumha...."
" Bhai dev ko mujhse or Meri family see ur rakhiye " plz I interrupted him ,"Sona I don't know kyu darti ho tum usssse m jaanta.hu k...
Beep beep beep...I disconnected the call .no one can understand my situation but I know ,,so I will do what is right for everyone. I will stay away from him . I love my family , ma baba ,Mera sourabh kuch ni hoga usse . And dev I love u sooo much..lekin tumhara mujhse dur rehna hi thik hoga " acha hai tumhe kuch yaad nhi hai "love uh.saying so wid his picture in my hands near my heart I slept .

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Uff a chapter without dev . So d devakshi know each other but how and dev have amensia 😱 (keep thinking)😂
Precap:-something unexpected
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