Mixed emotions, with no hurtful words

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         Lunch had passed by really fast and I only had 3 classes left for the day. They all sped by quickly too. Oh well, the quicker it's over, the quicker I can go home. I was walking home, my headphones back in their rightful place and my hands in my hoodie pocket when I felt the mysterious yet familiar piece of neatly folded up paper inside. I walked into the driveway  and soon entered the no longer locked house, returning to my chamber of restless sleeping.
Jin wasn't going to be anytime soon due to studying with his 6 clowns, and our parents left for work earlier. I open the gingerbread-colored door leading to my room. I laid my keys on top of my desk and slid my shoes off slobbishly and set them aside for for the following day. I sat down at my work desk. I took out the note Suga had given me from what seemed like forever ago and began to unfold the thin sheet. I started reading the sloppy but readable writing and couldn't believe what my eyes were covering from side to side.

                       The Note...

         Dear Sobli, I know this is a bit weird, reading a note from me after what happened last time. I honestly feel bad for what I said a while back and I'm sorry. I really want to restart and rebuild what we once had. I'm willing to do what it takes to get our friendship back but I understand if you don't want to partake in trying to restart the relationship we were once. I know I was a jerk when we were 12. I let "love" get in the way of  trust. I'm deep in depth of owing you so many things. I don't know how you concealed me all those I'd flip out and get mad for no official reason. I shouldn't have said those cruel things to you after everything you've done for me. I went too far that day and I'll accept the fact that you might not want to start over and forgive me, I wouldn't either. I believe we can start from the beginning but if we try this, it can't just be me trying. The choice is yours but just know that I'll accept and respect either of your decisions. I'm truly sorry and I still love you as a little sister. I miss being able to talk to you about anything and I miss being so close to you. Can we please start over?
                                                       Sincerely, Suga

A single tear slid down my pale cheek as I finished reading along with a small smile appearing as well. I've wanted to reconnect again for so long but I didn't know how to talk to him in fear of him lashing out again.
"I'm still a bit confused and upset on why he treated me like trash on that day." I whispered to myself furrowing my eyebrows in thought. I smiled to myself once more and took my homework out of my school bag and started to work on it. Time flew by quickly due to the work being easy and quick. I've been told by my teachers that I'm a pretty smart student so it would come easy to come. Before I k ew it, I was done with all my work. I shifted my head to check the time on the arm clock that lay in the right corner of the desk. 6:52 p.m. I started to put my books and papers back in my bag when my phone started to vibrate. I picked it up off the surface t read the contact it was calling from. Jin🤡. I swiped my thumb over the screen to answer it soon clicking the speaker button to allow the sound to heard through the rustling of my backpack. I have no clue why he called me it's almost 7:00 p.m. Our parents weren't gonna be home till around 9:30, they share the same schedule at the same job.

Calling Jin🤡
Jin🤡
"Hey Sols, I won't be home till tomorrow. The boys and I are gonna crash at Jimin's place. Obviously Mingi will be there so I'm asking if you wanted to tag along with us. I'm pulling into the neighborhood now so I can get my stuff. So, do you?" Jin asked in a hurried rush but I could still understand what he was saying.

Sols🖤
"What about eomma and appa? Won't they be worried?" I asked slightly annoyed at the sudden plan.

Jin🤡

"They're okay with it besides, their working late this week."

Sols🖤
"Ugh okay fine I'll go, but please for the sake of my well being, do NOT crack dad jokes?" I said with a small grin forming from my light pink lips.

Jin🤡
"Deal and pack a bag we're staying for a few days." He said bluntly.

Sols🖤
"Wait the parks know about this, right? Are they fine with having seven teens staying in their house for that long?" I asked.

Jin🤡
"They are out of town for the next 2 weeks. The "guardian" that will be there is Jennie, Jimin and Mingi's sister." He replied rather quickly.


Sols🖤
"Okay then, I'm done packing so hurry up!" I said a little happy and a little annoyed as well.

Jin🤡
"Well, I'm picking you up now so hurry down and get in the car while I get my stuff."he said and then hung up.

Call ended

"Well damn, rude-ass!" I said and shut my phone off to put it in my back pocket of my jeans.

I had prepared 5 day-time outfits just in case and then 4 night-time clothes. I grabbed my charger, headphones, and my daily necessities. After I made sure I had everything I needed, I heard the front door downstairs open and I heard Jin yell. "Come on!"
I quickly shut my light off, grabbed my bag, shut the door and ran downstairs. As I was jotting down the stairs, I merely missed a step but luckily I stepped my foot down on the next step before disaster struck. Jin took my backpack after he grabbed his stuff and shoved it into the car. I grabbed my keys to close and lock the doors. After I got back into the car, I buckled myself and Jin started the engine and we were now on our way to the Park's.

"Are You and Mingi just gonna stay in her room the whole time or are you guys gonna socialize with everyone?" Jungkook asked looking back from the passenger seat. He decided to tag along with Jin because he wanted to spend time with his "favorite" hyung. He smiled showing his bunny like smile.

           "Yes we'll go out and talk with you all, kookie

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           "Yes we'll go out and talk with you all, kookie." I say as I smile and ruffle his hair a bit.

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