"I Love You, He Doesn't..." {A Sad SebaCiel Story}

~Chapter One~

Ciel was lying in bed next to his abuser. Ciel would never refer to this man as his husband. They married when Ciel was 18. Not once have they ever told the other that they loved each other after their marriage. It turns out that Ciel was just a lovesick teenage boy. Claude just wants sex. He's never wanted anything more then sex. Every time Ciel would try to talk to Claude about getting a divorce, Claude would get pissed off and start yelling or hitting.

Ciel was already dressed and out the door. He was in a grey t-shirt, a black hoodie, pants that said Tokyo Ghoul on them, and black combat boots. He was going to meet up with some of his friends. Sebastian, Alois, Lizzie, Finny, and Undertaker. Sebastian was his closest friend, he was much more overprotective of Ciel and cared a lot. Undertaker was a father figure to him, mainly because he knew and dated his father. Finny and Lizzie are like his siblings because they've stuck together since they were just babies. Alois was close with him because they were alike. Alois always stood by Ciel's side and stook up for him.

Yes, all his friends were much older then him but it didn't matter. He loved them and he hopes they love him too. The thing was, they didn't know he hurt himself. They did know about his issue with Claude though.

Once Ciel arrived at the mall, he didn't know if he was the first one there or not so he just waited at the water fountain in the middle of the mall. He sat down and got a text. He took his phone out to see he got a message from Claude.

Where are you?

Mall.

Did I say you could go!?

No...

You can stay but when you get home you better be ready! Understand me!?

Yes...

Ciel put his phone back in his jacket pocket and waited. He waited a good 10 minutes until he heard a voice. "Ciel!~" And of course Ciel knew it was Lizzie. He looked up to see Lizzie in a cute yellow casual sun dress, a flimsy sun hat, a cute white purse, and white sandals. Next to her was Alois. He was in A purple cropped jacket, black shorts, a cute pair of black sun glasses, and green and purple combat boots.

"How about we go wait for the others at Hot Topic?" Alois suggests.

"Sure." Ciel agrees.

"Really~? That store is so dark and depressing~!" Lizzie complains.

"Oh, shut the fuck up! You'll live. When Finny gets here you and him can run off and go look at the shitty rainbows and unicorns." Alois says as they all start heading to Hot Topic.

"They aren't shitty!" Lizzie squeals.

Once they arrived at hot topic, they all separate looking at different things. Ciel going to the anime section. Alois going to the section with bands and chains. And Lizzie going to the most colorful thing in the store, which was the BT21 rack. Ciel continued to look at the anime stuff to get his mind off of what Claude said.

'You can stay but when you got home you better be ready! Understand me!?' Those sentences were replying in his mind over and over and he couldn't help but be frighted.

Ciel jumped when he felt two strong arms wrap around his waist and a head on his shoulder. He quickly turned around to see Sebastian.

"Me and Undertaker are here now." Sebastian says as he lets go of Ciel and smiles. Sebastian is in a black long sleeved turtleneck, glasses, black jeans, and black converse. He looks over to see Undertaker with Lizzie explaining what BT21 is. Undertaker is in a grey short sleeved turtleneck, black jeans that stop at the shin, and grey converse. He had his hair back in a ponytail with that one braid.

"Hey." Ciel says as he turns around and distances his self from Sebastian. It's gotten so bad that he doesn't want to even be near people.

"Hey, Finny just called and said to meet him at Auntie Anne's!" Alois says. They all stop and walk out off the one of many stores in the mall. Sebastian walking along side Ciel. Undertaker on the other side of Ciel. Alois and Lizzie on the other side of Undertaker.

Once they got to Auntie Anne's the noticed Finny sitting at a table for 6. They all go sit with him and start talking.

"Ok, Ciel, I'd like to know what's going on with you and Claude. You've been awfully quiet and I'm worried." Undertaker states being quite serious. Ciel looks around to see all of his friends giving him worried looks. He decides to tell the truth.

"H-he raped me..a-again.." he stutters out. His friends go from anticipating to sad and mad.

"I-I.." Lizzie stutters as she starts crying.

"Oh my god, Ciel.." Finny whispers as he starts to tear up.

"You've gotta be fucking kidding me.." Alois says as he gets up and head to the bathroom, crying.

"..." Undertaker just sits there with the most pissed face ever.

"I'm gonna fucking kill him!" Sebastian says a little louder then needed. Sebastian looked like a demon with blood lust. He looked like he would pounce any moment now.

Looking at his friends, Ciel starts crying as well. Ciel lays his head down on Sebastian's chest as he cry's. He couldn't deal with it anymore. He didn't care what happened to him anymore. Sebastian started to rub Ciel's back. Once Alois came out of the bathroom, they decided to go to Sebastian's house for tea and to talk about Ciel's issue.

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