The Love Chronicles

Night Life

I waited and waited at the same bar I was hoping to find Jadin

3 hours passed and still no sign of him

I had to options: come back tomorrow or take a Uber to the library

I went with my second option, the downtown library didn't close until midnight anyway and I had 30 minutes and it only take 15 minutes to get there.

I stepped out my Uber and began walking the stairs to the library.

I didn't even know what I would say if I saw him

Would he think I'm weird? Obsessed? Crazy?

Fuck it, I just had to see him one last time

I began to open the entrance door

"We close in 5 minutes"

I heard a familiar voice behind me

"Well I guess we need to make this quick" I said turning around

"How you find me?" He said and surprise was written all over his face

"How you know my name ?" I said walking closer

"I asked you a question first" he said stepping forward towards me

Damn this man was so sexy. He had on loafers, slacks and a button down.

I began to smell his cologne and my mouth began to water

I wanted to taste him

"So Jadin, who are you?" I asked as I stepped into his personal space, I felt his breath on my face and chills began to run down my spine

"You use to come in all the time, would sit by the window and read. You use to come in all the time wearing sweats & your fro out. Man I always wondered what your hair smelled like, I assumed coconuts and vanilla"

I starred at him in shock

"You are so beautiful, I asked around if people knew who you were and when Alana was volunteering here she told me I wasn't your type, that you went more for the Manhattan penthouse living dudes."

That bitch really cockblocked

"Wow I wasn't expecting that. I don't know why she told you that because it's not true at all"

I wanted to say more but it wouldn't come out

"Well now it don't matter" he said getting closer to my face

"Yes it do" I backed up

"Your fucking my bestfriend"

"YoUr FuCkInG My BeStFrIeND" he said mocking me and I couldn't help to laugh

"Well Jadin I guess I'll see you around"

"Wait that's all?"

"Yeah I got what I wanted tonight?" I said winking

"And what was that?"

"My answer" I said walking out and I tried so hard to do my bad bitch walk because I know he was watching
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As I looked for my lighter to light my blunt all I could think about was Jadin.

I never met someone who paid attention to me like that

It's like he knew me and that felt good. It felt good to know someone thought of me. I wonder if he was thinking about me right now.

I started thinking about how eyes were on my lips and I wanted him to taste it so bad. Both sets of lips.

I hit my blunt and exhaled it slowly. The first hit is always the best

I wonder if he was going to be at the bar tomorrow night too

I notice my phone began to light up on my bed

(718)268-6700: save my number

I already knew who it was

Me: and why should I do that?

(718)268-6700: one day you will be my wife

Me: and how you know that?

(718)268-6700: bc I prayed for a woman like you

Wow this man really knew what to say

Me: lol you don't have to say bullshit just to fuck lol

Seriously, we are grown. I don't have time for bullshit and I would definitely let him fuck regardless

(718)268-6700: that's the last thing on my mind. I waited and was patient. I want to know you, what makes you smile & cry so I can never hurt you. I want to know your favorite food & places you want to travel one day. I want to know your favorite color and book.

Me: when you want to start?

(718)268-6700: now... come over. I have wine

Me: not tonight. It's late and I don't want to Uber

(718)268-6700: FaceTime me

(718)268-6700: or we can meet up tomorrow night at Louis Bar

Me: see you tomorrow

Wow is all I could still say

I knew I had to tell somebody

"LEXUS BITCH!" I yelled down the hallway

"Whaaaaaat" she said all grumpy

I walked in her room and saw her rolling up, and I knew I came at the perfect time

"So I never told you this but the other night I met a dude he bought me a shot and he knew my name, but this the same dude Alana was talking about at brunch" I rushed all my words out and I was hoping she heard so I didn't t have to repeat myself.

"Oh no bitch girl code" she said lighting her joint

"I know I know but get this I went up to his job, he work at the library and he told me how he asked Alana about me one time and she told him I go for rich dudes"

"Why would she say that, knowing that's not true. Well fuck her, continue talking to him"

"Yeah I didn't care either way but it's something about him. Like you know I've been went plenty of guys but Lexus it's something"

"Yeah he's probably serial killer" she said laughing

"I'm serious"

"Me too, this world crazy as shit. All this sex trafficking stuff."

"Yeah yeah I know but when I say it's something. I don't mean something dark"

We couldn't help but to laugh

"Well you find out what it is and let me know, I'm about to smoke this and take my ass to bed" she said and I knew that was her way of telling me to get out

I still couldn't believe what happened tonight

It's like something in me wanted more of him

Me: come over

(718)268-6700: send your location

Tonight I was going to get what I wanted... again