harry styles | my health teacher

29. f r o z e n

1 year later...

i'm laying around on a sunday afternoon thinking about how much i'm dreading going to work tomorrow. the only things i can think about is what i actually want to do. be a photographer. but that's a dream. something that you can imagine doing, but can never actually happen.

all of sudden, i hear a vibrating noice coming from my phone and see an incoming facetime call from bella.

"hey." i say answering.

"hey...." she says nervously

"what's wrong?"

"have you heard?"

"heard what..." i say confused.

"one direction... broke up." she says

"oh....." i say unsure if there is some things she's trying to get at.

"i just wanted to make sure your ok. so... are you?"

"yeah. i think. i actually feel... fine. i don't feel anything."

1 year later...

i just landed back in LA from my work trip in georgia. i hate my job so much, but the trips i go on make it slightly better.

lucky for me, i got to leave a day early and miss the actual "work" part of the trip. tomorrow we were supposed to have a whole day of meetings and seminars, but my company needed someone back in the office so happily volunteered.

i haven't told colin that i was back yet, so i send him a text that i was able to come home early and i just landed.

on the drive home, i stopped at in and out and grabbed some burgers since i haven't eaten yet.

i finally get home and turn my key to unlock the door to our apartment. when i walk in the house is completely dark and that's when i remember that is 8:45 pm. colin goes to bed pretty early so that's probably why he hasn't answered my text.

i walk to the kitchen and flick the light on. i scroll through social media as i eat my food.

after eating and cleaning up, i head to the guest bathroom to shower instead of our bathroom, so i don't wake him up.

when i leave the kitchen it's completely dark again, but i'm pretty familiar with the apartment to i usually don't have a problem getting to where i need at night.

when i reach the hallway i nearly trip on something on the floor, but i was able to catch myself.

i blindly reach down and grab a piece of clothing that was lying in the middle of the hallway.

when i get in the bathroom and close the door behind me, i flick on the light to view what i had just picked up. it was colins shorts.

at first i thought it was kind of odd for them to be there, but it didn't surprise me because he is a pretty messy person. he always tries to be more organized for me, but he slips up sometimes.

i take a long hot shower, cleaning every last inch of my body. when i get out i change into a tank top and sweatpants that i had in my carry-on bag.

when i get into the hallway, i walk a little more carefully after my almost fall. i step over a few more pieces of clothing that were spread out along the hallway.

when i reach our bedroom door, i hear some unusual noises inside, but before i get to over think it i open the door.

i head moaning sounds and slight sounds of movement coming from the bed.

my breathing stops and my whole body is frozen when i turn on the light...