Cause Of My Euphoria | Jeon Jungkook

Chapter 5

No one P.O.V.

"Let's break up," he said straight into her face. She was so excited to meet his boyfriend but she has no idea that he wants to ask for a breakup. 

"J-Jinyoung, stop with that prank. It's not funny," she laughed off to ease herself. She looks into his eyes. His eyes not shuttering as it looks straight into her eyes.

"Hey! Did I do something wrong? Let's talk about that and solved it. Don't jump into this," Hyejin grabbed his right arm and look at it. She have no courage to look into his eyes.

"Nah. You didn't do anything wrong. It's just me. I think I have no feeling toward you anymore. I fall out of love with you," tears rolled down her pinky cheek. 

"W-Why? Am I not enough for you? What should I do to make you love me back?" she begged him. 5 years of relationship. She have spent her whole high school-era with him. They attend the same school and been a couple since then.

"You don't need to change everything. I am sorry but I want this to end," he confessed. She slowly released his arm. Her face already wet from the tears. They're supposed to celebrate their 5th anniversary but things went like these.

"How can people change easily?" she cried out loud. But she got no answer from him. She calmed herself down and asks him one last question. "Do you in love with someone else?"

"Yes, I am," one big slap given on his face. He just admits that he cheated on her. She always be loyal to him but she gets cheated on. "I trust you but.... Please don't appear in front of me anymore," she walked away leaving him. 

He let out a sigh then tears come out from his eyes. He just hurt himself. He just hurt someone that he loved with a whole heart. He flopped down on the ground. His decision hurt lots of people but he gotta do it for the best. 

 "Hyejin, I have something to tell you," she could hear her mom sobbing on the other side. She was calling from home and Hyejin is in her dorm.

"Dad has left us," her mom voice crack. That day, she lost one of her wings. She wants to believe that it just a nightmare but it was real. She can't escape from reality. Man that she loved with her whole heart just left him. 

She wanna cry with all her heart but she knows she gotta be strong for her mom's sake. She needs to be strong for both of them. 

Hyejin's P.O.V.

I wake up sweating. Tear formed on side of my eyes. I have a nightmare again. I cool down before going back to sleep. I miss you. 

I woke up late today. It's 9 am. Then I heard someone open my door. "Hyejin, please wake up. I've prepared breakfast for us," mom walked into my room. She sits on my bed, next to me. I still laying down and stretched my body.

"You don't have any class for today?" she asked. "No," I replied as I wrap my arm around her waist. "Please wake up. Let's have breakfast," mom patted my hand softly. 

"Alright," I smiled at her with sleepy eyes. "But first, please wash your face and brush your teeth. I'll wait downstair," she gets up and went outside. 

I wash my face and brush my teeth. Then I changed into a comfy sweatshirt with long pant. I head downstair, straight to the kitchen where my mom is waiting for me at the dining table.

"Are you going out today?" she asked me. We had kimchi fried rice with seaweed for breakfast. Things that happened last night cross my mind. "No. I think I'll be studying today," I answered as I shoved my last spoon of rice. 

I cleaned after the breakfast and head upstair, into my room. I sit down on my study table and try to finish up my assignment. It's due this Friday so I better get it done. Everything went well except for the last part. It was an essay question but I don't have any idea how to answer it. 

"Hi Hyejin, I am sorry if I am late," Song Yi come into the cafe and sit down on my table. She put down her backpack and grab her laptop. I asked her about the assignment question before and she had a problem with it too so we decided to meet. 

After 2 hours will all the source that we have, we managed to finish the assignment. The answer to that question is quite simple but the question is tricky. I am glad that we discuss it.

"Finally, no more assignment, right? Now we can focus on our final," Song Yi sigh out of relief. "Totally," I agree with her as I put my laptop away. We decided to have some dessert from the cafe as a self-reward.

"It's a holiday, don't you go out with your boyfriend?" I asked her. "Nah, both of us got assignment to be done so maybe next time. Ohh btw, did Jungkook follow you on your Instagram? He asked Do Hyun for your account," Song Yi asked. She is smiling so brightly. 

"Really? I haven't check it out.""I think he has something on you. Do Hyun told me that he doesn't usually ask for someone's Instagram account no matter how close they are. He didn't even follow all of his classmates," Song Yi explained. What is it? 

"What? He has something on me? It's a joke. I am ugly, why would he like me?" I laughed off. But, why would he asked for my account and even asked for my number? I don't want to tell her about what happened last night. Then, did he really has something on me. Nah, he has a girlfriend. 

"Hey stop being so insecure about yourself. You're beautiful. You're a nice person, kind-hearted, and also smart. Hey, you're gorgeous. Stop bringing yourself down like this," Song Yi looks directly into my eyes. Yeah, I do have low self-esteem. 

"But he has girlfriend, right? I saw one of his post about a girl," I finally say it. 

"No, I don't have one," said one familiar voice who interrupted our conversation.