Cause Of My Euphoria | Jeon Jungkook

Chapter 10

Hyejin's P.O.V.

"Come in Soobin," I heard my mom shouted from downstair. I just finished shower so I went downstair with a towel wrapped around my head. 

"How are you doing, Mom?" Soobin does called my mom as 'mom' too. My mom already thought that she is her daughter too. That is how close she is with us. 

"I am doing just fine. Hyejin told me that you're going to stay overnight so I prepared some brownies for ya girls," Mom head toward the kitchen. 

"I really love your mom's brownies. I could eat it every day," Soobin praised. We're having brownies and milk on my bed. I asked her to come over since it's been a while we see each other. We're busy with the assignment and she attend different uni from mine.

"I'll tell mom to pack some for you. It's been a while since we spend the whole night watching movies," I told her. "Yea.. Hyejin, actually I've something to tell you," her tone slow down. It looks like a serious matter.

"What? Go ahead." "Hmm.. how are you with Jungkook? You're doing fine, right?" she asked. "We're doing good. What's wrong with that?" I look at her as I munch down the last bite of my brownies. 

"Actually... I met Jinyoung," my heart dropped when I heard his name. It's been a while since someone talked about him to me. My heart beats so fast.

"I don't want to tell you this... but I don't want to get surprised if you meet him on the street later on. I just want you to prepare your heart before you meet him. I am sorry," she continued. "Nah, don't be sorry. I know that I'll meet him in the future but I never thought that it'll be so soon."

"And now, I have Jungkook and I am happy with him. He is just my past. I won't let him bring me down again. Don't worry about it and thanks for telling me in advance," I comfort her. I am fine now. 

I have a date with Jungkook on the next evening. We're having a nice time walking in the park until I saw the familiar figure. He is standing right in front of us, looking straight at me. I wrapped my hand around Jungkook tightly.

"Babe, what's wrong?" Jungkook asked in confusion. Then, he looks at the guy in front of us. He keep looking at me with a sad stare. Maybe, he never thought that I could move on from him.

"Who is that guy?" Jungkook refers to Jinyoung. I could feel tense between him and Jinyoung. "Hyejin, it's nice to meet you again," Jinyoung greets me. I am glad that I've prepared my heart for this. 

"Hyejin?" Jungkook called out my name again as I left his question without answer. I take a deep breath and exhaled it. "He is my ex. Ignore him," I pushed Jungkook to walk away from him. But when I passed by Jinyoung, he grabs my another arm. 

"Hyejin, I have something to tell you. In private," Jinyoung begged. "I don't think--" "Leave my girl alone. You've hurt her once and I won't let it happen for the second time," Jungkook pushed him. He let go of my hand and we walked away, far.

I did told Jungkook about my past, about Jinyoung. About what he has done to me? How he hurt me till I surrounded myself with negativity. But I never show him Jinyoung's face and I didn't tell him his name. 

"Are you okay?" Jungkook looks at me worriedly. He gives me a warm hug. He hugs my waist tightly so I hug him back. He always makes me safe whenever I am with him. 

"I am sure you must've been shock, seeing him after ages," he calmed me down. His soft voice totally calms my soul down. 

"I am not that shock cause I've prepared my heart well. I am not scared anymore cause I have you. I know you will protect me from him. I know you won't let anyone hurt me, right?" I look into his eyes and pecked his cheek. 

"Of course, I will always be there to protect you. I promise," he smiled then kiss my forehead.

Jinyoung's P.O.V.

It's hurt me so much when I saw someone that I loved walked away with her new lover. She wakes me up from my dream. I thought that I can get her heart back but I guess I have no chance since she is much happier now with him. 

If I could turn back to that day, I want to change the decision that I've make. I need to go oversea to further my studies. I don't want to tell her cause I've promised her that we'll attend the same uni. 

Things have been going bad between us a few weeks before that. I am busy preparing with my uni but she always wants to spend time with me so I lied to her that I am going back to my hometown. 

I got busted when she saw me going out with my sister. That time, we just finished settling all the documents that I need to prepare for the registration. She argues with me because of it. She starts to lost trust in me since that day. She starts questioning if I cheated on her.

 That night, I was supposed to tell her about me going oversea but we had a fight again before we met. I thought that she might not be able to wait for me so I asked for a breakup. 

Due to all pressure I've felt, I made that stupid decision, to leave her without any explanation. I never cheated on her. After we broke up, she blocked my number and I lost her contact. 

A month after I further my studies in oversea, I heard the news about her dad. I skipped my class and took a flight back to Korea without telling my parent, to see her. I saw her at the funeral but I didn't have the courage to face her. 

She really needs support but I am such a coward. I am afraid that my presence will make things go worst but that is not what she wants. 

Soobin, her best friend told me that she was always waiting for me to come back till she meets Jungkook. She told me that a few days ago when I asked to meet her. 

I should've come back earlier but I am such a fool. I lost her just like that. I've chances to get her heart back but I am too coward. Now, she is happy with another person. She looks happier now without me.