Bucky Barnes imagines

Thin to the bone (bucky x reader)

Bucky x reader: Thin to the bone
Including the other avengers

Summary: the reader has always been insecure about her looks and body and so she decides to stop eating and Bucky finds out and tries to help her get better

Warnings: very triggering, some angst, cute fluff at the end

Btw sorry if there's any bad spelling and grammar

Y/N: your name

And there you were sitting there watching how pretty and thin Natasha and wonda were and what are you? You were nothing like them you aren't as pretty as wonda and you weren't as fit as Natasha you've always have been insecure of your body and looks although you were fit whenever you looked into the mirror you never saw it. You've been an avenger for a year now and you've became so close to the other avengers they became your family after your family getting killed by hydra at a younge age and captured you Nick fury found you and brought you to the Avengers and they changed your life , Natasha and wonda were like big sister to you the sister's you thought would never have, Tony was like a father to you the father you never got to have, Steve was like a older brother to you the brother you never got to have and his best pal Bucky well he was something special to you, when Bucky first joined the team the two of you became very close, whenever he had bad nightmares you would be there to comfort him, whenever he was sad you would always cheer him up and always brought him plums
You even developed a small crush on him but you knew he would never like you back and he would never find you attractive and would never be good enough for him so you pushed those feeling to the side.

All of sudden you came out of your thoughts and heard the sound of Tony bring in the Chinese takeout got dinner, "finally I'm starving!" Sam said. Everyone dished up and started digging in, as you were done dishing up and took your first bite of orange chicken and chowmein you were quiet the whole time while everyone else was chatting about their day you still had those thoughts from earlier in your head and you looked down at your food and sighed, "hey Y/N you okay?" Said Bucky sitting next to you while eating a plum,
"Yea I'm fine I'm just a little tired" you replied to him with a sweet smile
"Hey guys I'm getting a little tired I'm gonna call it a night and head up to bed" you said to everyone as you got up and put your dish in the sink
Everyone said goodnight to you and went back to their conversation.
You headed to your room and went to go take a shower, after your shower you washed your face and then looked at yourself in the mirror
And you just heard voices in your head "you aren't skinny enough, you are not worthy enough to be an avenger, you're not good enough you're disgusting" You came out of your thoughts and crawled into your bed and decided to check your social media every picture you saw was a very fit women and with clear skin and pretty makeup and what are you? Nothing, You turned off your phone and those thought came back into your head I should start getting fit, workout twise as more, stop eating! Wait should I be doing this? no do it this is the only way people will find you attractive, worthy enough to be an Avenger maybe even Bucky will like you.

Your alarm went off at 5:30 am you decided to wake up early and start your workout to get fit. You headed down to the kitchen to get some coffee and Sam, Steve and Bucky were already in there getting ready for their morning run "morning guys!" You said while grabbing a mug from the cupboard "morning Y/N" steve said while smiling at you, You finished your coffee and headed to the gym.