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what just happened

Light started to hurt mews eyes. He breathed in rolling over from he's chest to back leaving one eye opened looking at the window, stretching he's other arm trying to find gulf. Feeling nothing he sat up, eyeing darting everywhere. He was alone in gulfs room, looking at the closet he saw gulfs bag was gone and he's dresser drawer was open. Sliding himself to the head board he sat cross legged with he's hands over he's eyes.
"Shit." He signed.
He knew this was too much for gulf he let himself get out of control. Hitting his head on the board looking up towards the ceiling he signed.
"Fuck, im so sorry gulf."
He reached for he's pants quickly dialing trying to call the younger boy.

Gulf looking at he's phone while sitting on the bench he grimaced taking out the phone battery. Techno running towards him with a soccor ball sees gulf making a hurt face and rubbing he's lower back.
"Are you okay?"
Techno stopping right in front of him.
"Um yea.." He shuttered.
"Fell down the stairs."
Technos eyes widen.
"Jeez then why are you here?" "Does mew know maybe he can..."
Before he could finished gulf stood up quick while making a pained face.
"No."
He grabbed the ball from the field and threw it so he could run after it, leaving techno to shift he's head to the side looking after gulf running weirdly.
Gulf couldn't think about what happened. He let himself get carried away.

6am that morning
Gulf slowly woke up with a weight on he's chest, he moved he's hands to feel flesh. Confused for a second he looked down and flinched. He slept with mew. Everything was coming back in waves. He couldn't believe it, he thought he was having a dream. Shifting slowly not to wake up mew he was able to get free and he's legs were not working. He fell right off the side of the bed to the floor. Grimacing and rubbing he's legs and ass cheeks he looked behind him to mew shuffling but didn't wake. Gulf breathed a sign of relieve. Letting he's legs get feeling back into them he slowly made he's way into the bathroom. He looked himself over in the mirror.
"Thank God no marks." He grimaced, shaking he's head.
"What have I've done."
He took a slow shower letting the warm water wash away everything. The thought of everything being washed made gulf grab he's heart. Memories started to flood him and he's member started to grow. He shook he's head.
"Knock it off." "Your not gay."
Finishing he's shower he opened the door slightly mew was still sleeping. He breathed a sign of relieve. Making he's way to he's bag and dresser he got dressed and packed a bag. Gulf having he's hand on the door nob looked at a sleeping mew, he's heart beat wildly.
"I don't regret it." He mumbled silently.

Soccor field
"Oww?" Gulf grabbed he's head.
You were zoning off. They were sitting on the field after a long practise drinking water.
"How's your body doing?"
He flinched.
"What?!"
"You said you fell down the stairs?" Techno asked confused with gulfs tone.
"Oh, yea." Breathe of relieve.
Technos eye brow rose.
"Or...?" "Did something else happen?"
Gulf flinched and hit techno on the back of he's head.
"Jeeez"
"We need to go come on"
Gulf stood up slowly making a low groan walking towards the parking lot. Techno still sitting on the ground eyeing gulfs retreating back.
"Hmmm."
Techno gathered there bags and started to follow before he felt someone grabbing his arm. He looked back then flinching.
"Um what are you doing here kla?"
"Where are you heading off too, i thought we could.."
Techno took he's arm away.
"I got to go home." He stuttered.
Kla looked around to see gulfs back he huffed.
"With him?"
"I don't know but i got to go."
Kla huffed annoyed.
"But techno."
"Look. Just cause we um.." He left the sentence drop.
"We just what?" Kla smiled back.
Techno grimaced and retreated.
"I got to go."
Kla smiled.
Gulf with he's back at technos car watching everything. Techno ran to gulf, gulf lifted he's chin and motioning to kla. Techno shook he's head.
"Let's just get in the car." He smiled.
Kla gave gulf a death stare and left. Getting in.the car he got curious.
"What was that about?"
"Nothing he just wants me to be he's tutor or something." He hysterically laughed. He knew when he was lying but he wasn't going to press him on it.
"To your house?"
Techno interrupted gulfs thoughts. He. Bite he's lip.
"Can i stay a few days with you?"
Techno nodded
Getting inside gulf went straight into technos bath, he's lower half was hurting him a lot. He knew at some.point he had to go back. He knew he couldn't stay at technos too long, but he just didn't know what to do. The whole thing was confusing. Why didnt he stop mew? Why didn't he tell him no? Why did he like it and why did he want more? He signed deeply and scratched the back of he's head.
"What am i going to do?" Mumbling to himself.
After.He was done he went to lay down on the blankets in technos room. The bath didn't seem to do nothing, so he rolled to he's stomach which seemed to help. Closing he's eyes he was picturing mew, he's lips, he's touch, he's body, then just has quickly gulf opened he's eyes. He had to sit on he's side since he's lower half was getting hard.
"Damn it." He muttered.