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ignorance

Gulf kept whipping the tears from he's eyes while he drove. He finally had to pull over not really knowing where he was going anyway. He turned the car off and put he's forehead on the steering wheel. He sobbed hard. Mew was there. Mew saved him. Why did he accuse him of horrible things. He couldn't stop crying. Only thing he could hear was champs laugh echoing. Gulf leaned he's head back putting he's hands over he's ears and sobbed with he's eyes shut.
"Your not real." "Shut up."
He had to take several breathes. He jolted to the side when he saw champ looking forward. Then he looked towards gulf who shook.
"Your an idiot." Then he disappeared. .
Gulf got out of the car shakily to puke on the side of the road. He sat down by the car tires letting the rain fall on he's face.
"Mew deserves someone who isn't this damaged." He cried.
He looked up to see a billboard for a hotel that was close he breathed in and got back into he's car.
At the hotel gulf raided the mini bar. He never drank in he's whole life but tonight he didn't care. He drank and cried not knowing what to do. Blacking out he felt someone nudging him. He opened he's eyes and groaned.
Techno grabbed gulf and sat him up. Leaving him he got some aspirin and water. When he returned gulf had he's head in he's hands and he was sitting in the edge of the bed. Techno went to the floor looking up at gulf handing him the water and asprin. He waited 15 minutes looking up at him when he finally looked at techno, techno eyes narrowed concerned. He could tell hed been crying.
"What happened?"
Gulf shook he's head slow not trying to go to fast. The room was slightly spinning.
"Gulf i didn't come here at 3am just to have you not talk to me."
"What?"
Techno signed.
"I started getting these weird texts and finally i realized you were drunk. You finally in a few told me where you were, you also kept texting me sorry mew."
Gulf flinched he's stomach flipped.
He groaned and put he's head back into he's hands.
Techno breathed in and went to sit besides gulf putting he's hand on he's back.
"Please gulf talk to me"
Gulf could feel the tears roll, he didn't care anymore. He leaned he's head back eyes closed tears falling.
"Do you remember champ,that gay guy at our school that was obsessed with me."
Techno nodded and he's eyes grew wide. Gulf told techno everything that happened with champ.and the alleyway. He told him that's why he changed why he became such a homophobe why he hated mew so much. But mew was nothing but kind to him. Techno nodded listening to gulfs story. He then went into what happened with mew and what happened that lead him here. Tears were streaming down.
"I will understand if you don't want to be my friend anymore." He hiccupped.
Techno was appalled he smack gulfs arm.
"Oow." He finally looked at techno.
Techno breathed in.
"Gulf you should have told me earlier and i already knew something was going on with you and mew."
Gulf rubbed he's shoulder surprised at techno and he smiled.
"Gulf i have to ask, do you really blame mew? Did you really think he made he's father fall for your mother?"
Gulfs heart skip a beat.
"No."
"Remember gulf, mew didn't go to our school, he didn't know champs sick obsession with you."
"I know that now..."
Gulf breathed in.
"But he saw champ following me why didn't he."
Techno flinched gulf looked at techno.
"I saw that too."
"What?"
"Gulf i gave him a dirty look and he left, i didn't know."
Gulf looked down.
"I have no leg to stand on with being mad at mew do i?"
"Well if i heard right i don't know why he didn't tell you earlier but you were kinda homophobic to him and mean. He probably didn't know how to go about it."
Gulf half smirked. Techno sat closer side hugging gulf for only a minute and leaned away making gulf look at him in question.
Techno scratched he's head and looked at gulf.
"Unforentally i can't help you to much my um bf wouldn't like it."
Gulf looked at him in surprise.
"Your gay?"
He looked at gulf through narrowed eyes. Hes eyes darted and he looked back down.
"It's your fault."
"How's it my fault."
"You left me alone to much then kla and i."
"That freshmen?"
Gulf laughed he knew something was going on. Techno shrugged with a smile.
"I like him."
Gulf smile grew larger.
"I'm happy for you techno."
Techno eyed gulf questionally.
"Im serious truly happy."
"Thanks."
"What about you?"
Gulf shrugged.
"Mew deserves better."
Techno huffed and rolled he's eyes.
"He deserves you."
He shook he's head.
"No I've been nothing but be an asshole to him and everything i accused him of, and what happened to me, mew deserves someone who isn't damage"
"Your not damaged and yes your an asshole."
Gulf looked at techno eye brows furrowed.
"But mew likes you maybe even loves you."
Gulfs lips parted. Loves me. He breathed out.
"I need to sleep, will you stay with me?"
Techno nodded. They both laid on the big bed oppisite of each other. Gulf laid with he's eyes opened and thought.