Sticks and Stones

Emotionally Exhausted

I'm so tired all the time, but when I lay down to rest, my body won't let me sleep. For hours, I just think and think and think about what i've done wrong. I know I wished that I would feel numb, but I miss feeling anything; even sadness.

Constantly my heart is stuck at my feet. I tried for so long, but now I feel like giving up. It's not that I have a bad life. My life is pretty great actually; I'm just tired.

People ask if I'm alright, I say, "yes I'm just tired," with a soft smile and hope they leave me alone. I'm so tired that even spending a few hours with one of my beat friends makes me exhausted to the point that I can't hang out with anyone for at least a week.

I tried to focus my mind on others, but at this point everything is too much to deal with, so I'm sorry to everyone who cares for me. I'm not the best to be around.

Feelings are just too much. I wish I was happy, but i'm just emotionally exhausted.