Sticks and Stones

i miss her

I sit and look around at what i've done to myself
i can't blame anyone else 
for the pain i've caused for her

i never thought i'd lose her
that makes this that much harder
i should've known what would happen
but i was oblivious to it

it's been months
yet here she stays
stuck in my mind
like fly in honey

i could text her
but i dont want to bother her
every time she gets over this
she doesn't deserve to be brought back

i miss her
more than i know how to understand