Deep: A Collection of Erotica

apology

  There once was a diamond
Who didn't realize her worth
We found each other out of the blue
And she became mine
I saw her shine, she came alive for me
She made me feel like a king
But she played me like a joker
Deep inside I knew I was falling
For her pretty brown skin & eyes
She told me I was the one
I honestly thought I could be
Longing for the moment I'd get to spread her open
And sample her sweetness
I wanted to make love to her
Wanted to fill her with my seed
Wanted to slide my tongue in & out of her
Wanted to give myself to her freely
I tried to love her, spoke to her daily
Building up what I thought we needed
I tried to stay whole
Wanted to give it all to her
Only things went wrong
When she let others in her ear
I took inappropriate actions
Fucking an innocent like I wanted to do her
I made her cry once I told her
She made me cry when she said Fuck me
My guilt won over, eating me
I no longer wanted to be
So I killed the thing that was me
Yet it wasn't my time
She still looked for me
Wanting to love me more
Only I ran away from her
No longer wanting to give her that power
She found solace in another's arms & bed
And now has two precious sons to show for it
Yet still she loves me
Yet still she has this unexplainable power over me
And I'm afraid I'll fall again
I need to apologize
To a pretty baby
You're so much better off without me
Without my presence inside of ur body
That dark stain on ur heart? That's me