Deep: A Collection of Erotica

Remember me

  I'm grateful for the time I get to spend with u...these past few days have been unreal to me. I'm sorry how it came to be, and if I could go back in time to stop that blaze, our birth element we both are so drawn to, I would have.
   It's funny how a fire brought u to me, especially since it's fire we make every time we're intimate. We exchange fire in every touch, every kiss, and I know your kisses belong to another, but I need them to belong to me right now.
     U have been there to pick me up in my lowest moments, and I know it's a rough job dealing with me. I never thought I'd be lucky enough to have this kind of time with u, and despite everything, I promise to take care of u in your time of need, give u a break from taking care of me.
    I don't know why u affect me the ways u do. I don't know why I affect u the ways I do. I'd like to think and say it's bcuz we're in love & go hard for each other. I know u love me, and I know u know I love u. A thousand years can go by and I'll still be loving u. U may never choose me to be your man but I'll still be loving u.
    No one understands my affection for u. It's okay; what I feel isn't for them to know or even to pretend to understand. I've given u so many reasons not to love me; all of the women and such. But know this, those women were supposed to replace u..they were to fill that empty void u created when u left me...I still get emotional every time I go back in time and think about that last date we had, when u were mine and not a married woman. Was it easy for u to leave me tho? I often wonder why my age was such a problem, when you're now married to a man younger than I am now.
    Or maybe my skin color was a factor. Ain't gon lie, I often wondered if u were embarrassed to be seen with me. Then you'd get to expressing how u felt about yourself and that would bring me down so much, bcuz you're beautiful. I love your skin, the way it looks against mine, it's softness...When I make love to u I love the way we blend...I would never make u feel less than the Queen u are.
   You've been here with me, holding me down when I'm ready to fly apart over other women. I hurt u when I told u about them, I know, and u let me know how hurt u were. Yet here u are, still giving me love, still giving me your sweet chocolate, even tho I don't deserve it. U have been so forgiving and understanding, rubbing my head when I put it in your lap when I'm crying over other women...when I cry over u. Thank u for being so understanding and giving me strength in a time when I should be strong for u. U just lost everything u owned in this earthly life, but your strength has shown me u are destined for much greater things. Your selflessness shant go unrewarded.
    Each morning I get to wake up next to u is a blessing, just like every night I get to lay next to u. I know I don't let u rest; it's just that I've wanted and waited for these moments for so long, and even tho I know they won't last, I plan on indulging in your love as much as I can, for as long as I can. Call me a mad man, call me what u will, but I shall deliver on my promises of taking your body and soul.
    U should know by now that I want more from u than sex...I want your highs and lows, I want your comfort and conversation. I want to bask in your presence, I want to feel your touch, your kiss...which always drives me crazy. After all of these years u still make me stand at attention. I can watch u all day; never before has dish washing been so sexy to me.
     Your sexual prowess drives me wild. You're sexy and don't know it sometimes, but I see it. When I look at u, I wonder just what happened to make u think less of yourself. I see this strong, beautiful, sexy woman, a woman I crave to be inside...
    No one can compare to your sugary depths...I lose myself every time I'm inside of u. The love we make is unlike any...u take me to places beyond ecstasy. U make me comfortable to fuck u the ways I do, although I know I may lose control and hurt u sometimes. For this I apologize. I'm ashamed  of the pleasure I get from being in u,  selfishly taking and taking, not realizing just what I'm doing to your body physically...
    I feel bad about what I've done to u. For everything I've caused. I'd like to think you'll keep the good memories of me; my positives...I was someone who loved u unconditionally. I was someone who didn't mind parting your thighs and making my tongue at home deep inside of your sugar walls and would give u impossible feats...I was the man who entered your body and wound up in your soul...the man who took such pleasure when deep inside, the man who experienced such euphoria, such heady trips when stretching myself deep inside of u, enjoying the way u held on to me for dear life as I fucked u senseless and made u speaketh tongues...I want u to remember me as the man u wrapped your legs around, as well as the man who kept your legs on his shoulders and around his head.
    I want u to remember me as the man whose lips kissed both sets of yours ever so passionately...the man whose fangs turned u on, making u wet on sight...the man whose tongue drove u insane, doing such things to your pussy that forever made u cum flowing and screaming my name.
    I want u to remember me as the man who held u close as we danced to oldies, the man who couldn't keep his hands off of your ass, who'd squeeze the handfuls I got each and every time...the man who'd nibble on your neck and suckle your milk chocolate nipples, the man who'd cup your breasts and bite the soft skin of your upper back as you'd ride him reverse, the man whose tongue always sought yours and found it. I want u to remember the times we made love to certain special songs, songs I'll forever hold dear.
     I need u to remember me as the man who was made for u, whose sole purpose was to please u. I need u to remember all of the good in me as well as the bad, for I would never try to skimp out on responsibility. I need u to remember me as the man who slept with scores of women, never to find your equal.
    When our time together finally comes to an end, I want to be remembered as the man who loved u and did anything for u, the man who proved his love and did nothing half assed. Who thought of your comfort and built you a home, a man who hoped and conjured...
   May u always have fond memories of me my love. Think not that I couldn't live without u; acknowledge that I lived bcuz of u.