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Back to Jaylin 😝

Jaylin
I run up to my room crying I put some clothes in a bag and just sit there empty. tears still going down my face not knowing what to do or where to go then mar walks in....

Mar: where you finna stay
Jaylin: idk mar I'm trying to figure it out
Mar: you staying wit me

I walk to mar and Hug him still crying he hugs me back tight ,he was what made me happy, he made me feel worth something ,he made me feel protected. I let go and grab my stuff and leave with mar and samy comes as well

Mar
I don't like seeing her hurt it bothers me.

We get to my house and samy goes to the kitchen and I go up to my room with Jaylin she puts her stuff down and sits on the bed and says nothing

Mar: are you good
Jaylin: yeah I'm fine I'm going to go shower
Mar: ight ima be downstairs wit samy

Jaylin
We get there and I walk in his room and put my things down I sit on the bed silent just thinking and mar is just looking at me I can tell he was wondering if I was ok so I say I'm fine And I go to shower

Mar
I go downstairs to samy.

Samy: is she good
Mar: yeah she's in the shower
Samy: oh ight

Jaylin
I go to the bathroom and and turn the shower on and put the heat high i undress myself and go in ,the water felt nice hitting against my body

I finish my shower and dry myself off I put on a pair of Nike sweats and one of Mars hoodies I put my hair up in a messy bun and put some socks and slides on I go downstairs and walk to the kitchen and mar and samy were making tik toks so I walk past to get a juice from the fridge.

Samy: make a video with mar
Jaylin:why
samy: so he can post it
Jaylin: to make his supporters jealous?
Samy: who cares what they say

I turn to walk away and samy grabs me and puts me next to mar and mar already had the song out so I just hug him and he puts his finger under my chin and lifts my head up to look up at him he starts lip syncing to the song "you look so sexy you really turn me on"

Jaylin: don't post that
Mar: idc what people say
Samy: if they are real supporters they won't hate
Jaylin: alright fine
Mar: I was going to post it anyways

I walk away and sit on the couch while samy and mar continue to make more tik toks I text jayla and ask what's going on at home she told me her and jayda talked with our mom. Mar walks over and sits next to me and I lean against him and he puts his around my shoulders and pushes me closer to him and I put on a movie while samy is in the kitchen still making tik toks. I see mar on tik tok reading comments from the video of me and him I don't want to see what it says so I go to the kitchen I sit and just watch samy

Samy: I'm hungry
Me to mar says from the living room
Jaylin: ima order food
Mar walks over
Jaylin: what do y'all want
Samy: just get a pizza

I order the pizza and it'll be here in 35 minutes we have nothing else to do so I just join them on there Tik tok videos. Then my phone rings and I pick it up it was jayda checking up on me

*phone convo*
Jayda: how are you doing
Jaylin: honestly I feel less stressed over here So I guess I'm doing good
Jayda: that's good how's samy
Jaylin: me está volviendo loca con esos videos de tik tok
(Mar laughs and samy was confused)
Jaylin: but do you want to come over so he don't feel left out
Jayda: yeah I'll be there in 5 minutes

*ends call*
Samy: what did she say
Mar: nothing

The door bell rings and samy goes to open the door it was jayda samy went to give her a kiss but she moved her head back. She was going to say something so I call mar over to the kitchen so her and samy can have space to talk.

Jayda
I get to Mars house and ring the bell samy opens the door and leans in for a kiss but I move my head back.

Samy:what's your problem
Jayda: it's just I still need time to process what I found out earlier

Samy
I just look at her saying nothing I can see the pain in her eyes she was hurt what I did was wrong and wasn't thinking at the time I regret everything and It didn't mean anything to me and I won't do it again. She just hugs me and I squeeze her tight in my arms.

Jaylin
I could tell they were both hurt and I just sat there thinking why is everyone else getting all the blame for it when it's destiny's fault that everything even happened why didn't she get blamed.