The day you left

Chapter3:One day...

Yay school is done and I noticed the only adult here is mrs . B
But shes about to leave so I asked where everyone is she say s " Mrs..T is in the hospital that new girl got in a fight at school and was sent home and as soon as she got here she went awal so she's with the cops and I'm heading home" but don't worry ms. Nicole will be here soon I'll wait for her if you want she said "I won't cause no trouble just let her know I'll be In my room and to let me know when she's here please." She nodded and walked away so off to my room I went and as I stand in front of the mirror I start to point out every flaw from my flat hair to a little chip in my tooth I hated everything about me. I take out my " little friend" as I start to slice open on my thighs,stomach, ams. And I'm on the ground curled up in a ball crying my eyes out and I feel someone holding me as I turn back I open my eyes and see Nicole there as I roll over and expose what I have done she screams and runs off " go me" I whispered as I drift off I hear this loud ringing in my ears as I come to I haven't left my room and she's backed and got me all cleaned up I look to see and I noticed that I'm fully clothed to I ask her why she didn't take me to the hospital or all 911 " because it wasn't nothing major I just didn't expect you of all people to hurt yourself, why? "Do you have any idea on to why I'm here ?" She shook her head 'no' " I'm the reason my mom couldn't "handle" me so they put me here said this or jail you choose and jail was my first choice but I don't look good in there outfits. So here I am serving my Time. I have no life I have no friends or family and who would love someone who cuts them self. I star to cry again but this Time; out of anger and she holds me and tells me to let it out. My tears and pain becomes overwhelming so I star to hyperventilate and all she can do to calm me down it so kiss me I focused on her lips until I could catch my breath. She pulls away and looks at me in shock. I look down as I hear footsteps coming know that the house mother and father are home. I quickly put text books and papers everywhere and told her  "go along with it" as I hand her a pen.  Mrs.T walks in the door with a cast around her arm and asked what we were doing (like she cares)  so I replied back "ms. Nicole was just helping me with my history before my test tomorrow ,so I don't fail you know .?" " fine I guess if she want to stay she can." Nicole nods her head " sure why not." So big bad boss lady walks away so I start to write on a blank paper ~I had a lot of fun thank you for showing me the good in life again.-scarlet -~as she starts writing I start talking about history so it's believable " so really the natives were here before so ?" "Yup that's right" she giggles as I smile as I look down to see she has written half a page ~scarlet today you have showed me what harm you really can do I'm not sure what you see in yourself but it's not there you are ABSOLUTELY beautiful please stop hurting yourself if there's anything i can do to make you quit I will just tell me. I promise I will not tell anyone maybe work on some history I guess :) ;) -nicole-~
I smile at what she wrote nobody cared for me like she did. We finish up and she head home for the night and I was getting ready for bed only to find out that slibings are come 10&5 great go me why can't parents act right well off to bed I go hope tomorrow is better.