Who Knew...

Chapter 5 'Nightmare'

I heard a loud noise to my right, it was coming, the train was coming. I quickly stood up and looked at my way to go. I took everything in one more time as I closed my eyes, this was it.

I clenched my fists waiting for the perfect time to fall back, it was now or never.

But just as the noise got louder, something stopped me, something that gave me such a shock I nearly fell back anyway, a voice, one that sounded so strong but so pure.  It sounded so much like a whimper.

"Please."  

I couldn't believe what I was hearing,  I didn't want to believe it. This wasn't supposed to happen, I was supposed to jump case closed, end of story, end of my life.

My eyes shot open to see boy standing just inches away from me. 

My glance went directly to his piercing blue eyes, full of desperation.

 "Please" He said again But this time it sounded like he was serious.

The sides of his mouth curved up into a smile but not a trusting one, more like he had something more in store.

"Just do it." He smirked at me, as I let the words sink in. 

"The world will be a better place without you anyway, no one loves you, you should just die!" 

Tears welled up in my eyes as this person I didn't even know started yelling at me, saying the same things the girls at school would. 

"What's that Graciepoo you need a little help? Here let me help you."

Before I could help myself I felt two strong hands in my chest pushing me back on to the tracks just watching the blue eyes that seemed so beautiful and trusting turn to the evil ones that just pushed me.  

I felt myself falling back until BANG.

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I gasped before sitting up straight in my bed.

I lifted my hand up to my forhead, I was deffinetly sweating, I looked over to my sister who slept peacefully in the bed next to me, I needed to get her out of here into foster care or something, I can't let her live this way, man, I couldn't even live this way. 

I laid down again facing the wall and tried to calm my heart rate down  with breathing deeply. 

I was still dark out the window maybe I could get some more sleep.

That dream really hit me though, it kept running through my mind, the evil look in his eyes, the sound in his voice. I even had to think about wether the dream was real or not, I took it that if I was still in my bed, alive, then it was in fact just a dream.

I just laid there, It was nights like these I used to just lay in bed, crying, but now I would just lay in bed with a blank expression on my face. I never thought I would get used to the pain, but I did, and now I would just feel numb inside and out.