Captured

Chapter 7 pain

You don't always choose the life you wanna live and that's that happened with Natasha it wasn't her choice!.....

"Hey Nat what took you so long?"Steve asked
"I can't do that Steve"she said
"What do you mean?"he asked
"Alexi is back"she said lowering her head
"Did he do anything to you?"he asked
"No but I can't keep coming here every night"she said
"But Nat i need to see you I missed you"he said looking into her eyes
"I am sorry Steve we can't keep doing that if they catch us-"she said lowering her head
"They wont"he tried to say
"I am sorry Steve"she said
"Wait Nat you can't do this to me"Steve said

"Steve we don't want to get Alexi angry please I need to do what he tells me for everyone's good"she said sadly And then left she left him alone sobbing on his bed it isn't her fault.

Natasha got back to her room where Alexi was.

"Natalia come here babe I missed you"Alexi said taking her in his lap

Natasha couldn't do anything she let him do as he please.He towered her clothes her chest bared and started sucking on her delicate skin licking her biting her nipples.

She let him do whatever he wants she is his not by choice but she can't do anything about it.She did whats the best for Steve she needs to get him out of there as soon as possible.

"Kiss me"Alexi demanded getting Natasha out of her thoughts

She kissed him and that gave him more pleasure she listened to him she obeyed she needs to be a good girl if she wants Steve out of here soon and no harm to come to her.

"Good girl"Alexi said kissing her neck she let out a little moan and that drives him crazy
"You will get a reward cause you finally obey me baby"he said going down on her

"You are mine"he said
"Say it"he said she didn't replied and that made him being harsh on her inside her
"I am yours"she said closing her eyes to bare the pain

Alexi crushed on top of her as he finished what he was doing he entered slumber.Natasha just sighed and wore her robe she walked to the table that she had in her room to get some vodka to drink.

Natasha had whatever she wanted everyone feared of her everyone except Alexi even Ivan was scared of her.But Alexi she was scared of him she knew what he was cartable of.

She has seen him in the battle in the ring he always wins he always hurts someone he always gets what he wants.

She was powerful she was the deadly black widow everyone feared about.The deadly assassin with no emotions the well trained one.

The daughter of Ivan the winner daughter of Ivan.Her beauty could trick any man and that's how she had been taught her dirty techniques.

She was proud of herself she was proud that she was still alive not like the other girls that she personally kill all of them one by one to get the title to not die to not disappointed Ivan.

She didn't know what love was this feeling she never felt it except now she was taugh from a very young age "love is for children" "love is a weakness" that's what the red room worked so long the feelings the emotions.

She wanted to kill Ivan she wanted to kill Alexi to take her revenge she was planning to get out of there earlier but she just couldn't her 'papa' was so proud of her she couldn't disappoint him and then Alexi came.

She thought she owed Ivan but as the years passed she realize he took everything from her.Her freedom her family her innocent her virginity her childhood her ability to live a normal life.

And now he wanted to take the most precious thing she had the ability to have a kid.The black widow can't have kids is a distraction.

They tried many times she didn't let them take that away from her no matter how many times they tried but she knew this time will come.

She walked around the room drinking the full bottle of vodka and looked outside the window she saw him Steve he was looking at her with pain in the eyes.

Tomorrow was her birthday well that's what Ivan had tell her she didn't know if that was true.She drank to forget the painful memories.

Ivan always had something prepared for her birthday a mission so she can kill so she can be the black widow herself as he called it.And she liked it she felt good doing it getting out all of her past.

The people she killed weren't innocent people but criminals.If she could choose the other path being good she would but wouldn't she miss killing she felt good.

She is a monster she doesn't feel anything and that was the propose that's what she was made for.

She forgot herself in thought looking at Steve's blue eyes she took another sip of the bottle.And thought about him gorgeous kind good person Steve Rogers she cared about him what was these feeling?

'Is this love?'
'Love is for children right?'

But can she fall for him for Steve Grant Rogers ? The superhero that everyone loves America's golden boy? Could he care about her? The deadly assassin?

What was she even thinking?
'You are made of marble you are the black widow'

She was sitting on a big chair she had in her room looking at Steve not breaking eyes contact but her thoughts running no expression like always.

She felt someone kissing her neck she closed her eyes and let Alexi do whatever he please as Steve watched them he closed his eyes and let tears fall.

"I know you don't want that we are getting out of here"he made a promise to himself

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