Taylor's Love Story

Tell Me Why

"So..." I almost jumped because of shock when I heard that voice. I turned and there he is again.

"What? Do you need something?" I asked Drew, pretending I'm okay, forcing myself to hide my nervousness.

"So, you two are officially together."

That wasn't a question but, "Yes," I answered. I think he didn't see Stephen riding me home awhile ago.

"Are you out of your mind?" I was shocked again because of his mood swing. Anger was showing in his gorgeous face. "You know what he could do to you, he's a jock!"

"-Just like you," I added. I'm forcing myself not to be angry but he's just so mean.

"Look, I heard them talking about you last week. He said you were okay, but it will be better if you will make it to the next level."

"But we are moving to the next level."

"Not that kind of level. That level when you start taking your clothes off."

"Like... Taking a bath?" I tried to joke but it seemed to make him angry even more.

"Taylor, I'm serious."

"So am I. I've heard so many negative feedbacks about our relationship but ah-I don't care."

"Taylor, I just want you..." My breathing stopped again when he said that, but... "I want you to be safe." This is so frustrating.

"I am safe. So what do you want now?"

"What I want," he's angry again, "is for you to break up."

"What?"

"You don't know him-"

"Do you know Miley?"

"That's different."

"Of course it's not! You always want to get what you wanted! That is so unfair Drew." I tried not to cry in front of him. "Are you going to break up with her if I break up with Stephen?"

"Taylor, that's different. I never asked Miley to do something we'll regret."

"So as Stephen... And even if you're right, it's... It's none of your business." I was trying to avoid his stare.

"What do you mean? You are willing to sleep with that..."

"What is it to you again? Still concerned with your bestfriend?" I emphasized the last word. He didn't answer and looked away. "Are you..." I swallowed. This is it. "Do you love me?"

 "Of course I love you, you're my bestfriend," he answered in almost a whisper.

"I mean... more than that."

To my surprise, he laughed. I felt so ashamed... And angry at the same time.

I slapped him!

"You know what, Stephen is not the jerk here. It's you. Leave us alone." Then I stepped inside our house and ran to my room. This will be another sleepless night for me.

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I took a chance, I took a shot

And you might think I'm bulletproof but I'm not

You took a swing, I took it hard

And down here from the ground, I see who you are

I'm sick and tired of your attitude

I'm feeling like I don't know you

You tell me that you love me then you cut me down

And I need you like a heartbeat

But you know you got a mean streak

Makes me run for cover when you're around

And here's to you and your temper

Yes, I remember what you said last night

And I know that you see what you're doing to me

Tell me, why?

You could write a book on how

To ruin someone's perfect day

Well, I get so confused and frustrated

Forget what I'm trying to say, oh

I'm sick and tired of your reasons

I got no one to believe in

You tell me that you want me, then push me around

And I need you like a heartbeat

But you know you got a mean streak

Makes me run for cover when you're around

Here's to you and your temper

Yes, I remember what you said last night

And I know that you see what you're doing to me

Tell me, why?

Why do you have to make me feel small

So you can feel whole inside?

Why do you have to put down my dreams

So you're the only thing on my mind?

I'm sick and tired of your attitude

I'm feeling like I don't know you

You tell me that you want me then cut me down

I'm sick and tired of your reasons

I've got no one to believe in

You ask me for my love then you push me around

Here's to you and your temper

Yes, I remember what you said last night

And I know that you see what you're doing to me

Tell me, why? Why? Tell me, why?

I take a step back, let you go

I told you I'm not bulletproof

Now you know

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Why does he have to be like that?

He kept on hurting me. Does he think I'm bulletproof?

I'm sick and tired of his attitude and mood swings.

Why is he doing that?

Tell me Drew... Why?

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