Bitter Sweet Scarves and Scars BSSS

Deku

(3rd person point of veiw)

Midoriya lay silently shaking on his bed as tears streamed down his face. He stayed silent as he was in the UA dorms and didn't want to worry people.

Today Katsuki had fallen back on old habits. He knew Katsuki had regreted it with the amount of apology texts he was getting, but what had been said hurt Izuku worse then he cared to admit.

~earlier~

Katsuki had began to get overwhelmed with the noise in the class. It clambered around in his brain. He was slightly panicking. Then he heard a small whisper coming from the Grenette next to him.

"Stupid Deku! Stop existing! It's fucking annoying and you know it! Go mumble in hell why don't you!" He screamed violently and pushed Izuku out of his chair onto the floor shocking him and the class.

~present~

Izuku slipped into his own thoughts. He let himself sink into his mind as thoughts spewed into his brain.

'I'm a worthless Deku.' He began to think.

'I am the problem. Everything is my fault. It's all my fault. I should die. Die. Yes i should do that. I need to stop stealing precious oxygen from this world.'

Izuku stood and grabbed a knife. He smiled to himself while crying, "Kachan and everyone wants me to hurt right? Yeah.."

He set it down before beginning to write something. A note he had practiced before. This one was going to be real.

Dear those who find this,

I Izuku Midoriya will be leaving this world behind. I have not been truly happy in years now, and I have realized most issues here are caused by me.
All of my class mates deserve a better peer then me. I hope whoever sees this will understand.

~with love
          A Worthless Deku

He smiled with tears falling from his eyes and put the knife and note in his pocket. The greenette got up and walked out of his dorm room. He walked up two flights of stairs and stepped onto the roof. He tapped the note to the ledge of the foof and sat his feet dangling over the edge.

He pulled the knife from his pocket and pulled up his sleeve. He dug it in and made a vertical cute. He made sure it was over a vein and hoped he broke the vein.

When he got closer to slipping off the edge he heard the sound of Aiwaza's scarf flying through the air. He quickly became entangled in it as he was pulled further onto the roof.

"Midoriya what on earth were you- oh my god.. Midoriya please don't tell me you were gonna.." he looked at the boys arm and froze.

Shinsou kneeled down by Izuku and sighed in understanding. "Aiwaza-Sensei.. we both know what he was going to do.. we have both expirenced this before." He pulled out a first adlid kit after making sure the green hair boy hadn't cut upen the vein, luckily he hadn't.

Izuku was silent and shaking, "I have to.. I'm worthless.. let me jump please!" He pleeded the two but neither stopped patching his wound.

"Midoriya.. why?" Shinsou whispered in concern.

Midoiya froze and more tears fell from his eyes. "I can't do this anymore! All anyone does is look down on me! I haven't actually smiled in years! I feel broken!! I.. I just want to help people but all I do is crumble. All my scars are getting worse and I can't keep saying they are from training.. I'm a worthless deku.. I should be dead.."

Both Aiwaza and Shinsou hugged the boy. Shinsou however didn't let go.

"Midoriya you are very much wanted and loved. Me nor Aiwaza-sensei look down on you. I want to help you Midoriya." Shinsou said calmly as he raked his hand through the boys hair.

"Midoriya I have a license in therapy I can try my best to be here to help." Aiwaza said in a concerned tone.

Midoriya looked at them his eyes filled with tears. "T-thank..  you.. guys.."

(Possibly to be continued?)