11/18/14
10:30pm
I am unsure what to write about. This is either going to be really random or really deep so prepare yourself. So on the 14th I went to a sleepover with some friends. I only knew two of the people going and I got really nervous and anxious for a FUCKING SLEEPOVER. My brain just kept creating scenarios of things going wrong and the people that I don't know not accepting me into their friendship. I really wanted them to like me, because they were friends with one of my close besties. Then two days before the sleepover I had a nightmare about it. So yeah that sucked.
Now that the sleepover has passed I am more relaxed. But of course every ounce of my brain is telling me that all I did was annoy them and I should stop talking in general before I embarrass myself. THIS IS WHY I AM QUIET IN CLASS FOR ALL OF YOU SHITS OUT THERE THAT ASK ME.
Recap of what i have written in the chapter: social situations make me uncomfortable, i am quiet if i don't know you and my brain hates me :)
What a pleasant life i have.
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