Things I Write at 12:00am

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6/9/16

10:21

hey it's been a while my dudes

so first of all school is ending in a few days and im going to high school next year so there's that and im really scared about it.

second of all i really need to vent so that's what im gonna do.

ok so literally twice today i feel extremely excluded from a few groups of friends i have and one time it was my fault because i wasnt tqlking anyway and i tend to distance myself when im upset but of course i was still upset that no one was even trying to talk to me bc im a little bitch. the second time it was one of those situations where it's really obvious that someone has a better friend than you qnd they were like whispering about something and i was like what happened and no one would tell me bc apparently it was something with their group of friends and i was like oh ok and they just kept doing it and i felt so shitty and im now at the point where im like? if you dont want me around just tell me to go away jfc you dont have to fucking ignore me even when i say i feel left out but yeah im really depressed and stuff but at least no more school after tuesday so i cqn lay around the house being sad instead of being at school depressed