p s y c h o

twelve || 열 두번째

"Sangyoo, can you calm the fuck down for once!" Hyosun yelled out loud, looking at Sangyoo in a look she has never made before, anger surrounding her face. "H-how? How the fuck am I supposed to? Why the fuck are you telling me this? You're not my mother!" Sangyoo yelled back causing her to leave her own apartment.

Sangyoo walked further and further away from her apartment, now looking up as she landed at the spot of the road ahead of her, tears once again, slowly dripping down her face as she would keep thinking about the bad things in her life. How she overthinks about only herself. Being selfish, feeling so tiny and useless.

As she looked down not knowing where she was even going, she held her head up once and seemed to find herself in a weird place. As both her hands were in her jacket pockets, she looked side to side while seeing that she was in the middle of the road right in between two fields.

BAM!

Black filled her vision, people surrounding her as her body was there, unconscious on the floor. Blood coming from her head down to her toes. People close by wanted and was trying to reach for help but then finally, Hyosun came running with tears flowing down her cheeks as she heard what had happened two streets away.

"Sangyoo!" Hyosun came running in for a deep hug, pulling her in as she got there. "H-Hyosun? P-Please save me." Sangyoo stuttered, so breathless.

"I'll call the ambulance." Hyosun looked at her, staring deeply at her cold eyes while coming up with a phone. "Hyosun, please. save. me." Sangyoo held Hyosun's cheeks, but Sangyoo stopped. Everything stopped.

Shit. Why her.

*

"Dude, did you hear Sangyoo on the news?" Habyung looked up on Twitter, scanning the Twitter post as it shows that Sangyoo has been run over. "Explains why she is not here." Hasun said as he would walk back to his seat.

"Bro, did she just kill herself?" Hyunsoo asked Habyung, both reading aloud what they put in the news. "Apparently, she still wanted to live but it was too late until she fell into a coma. Doctors say she might not come back to life." Habyung looked at both of the guys, wanting to say something else but words didn't come out completely.

"Wait, isn't something going on here." Hyunwoo questioned. "She did that on purpose to see Soohwa. She did that because she wanted to see Soohwa up in heaven." Hasun called out making Heeyoung turn around to look at them. "BUT WHAT IF SOOHWA DIDN'T GO TO HEAVEN?" Hsaun yelled, his words filling the full classroom while students sit and stare at them.

"Oh shit. Look what I found." Habyung found a clip of what seems to be Hyosun trying to do mouth to mouth on Sangyoo before her death. "Wait, is that Hyosun? Kissing Sangyoo?" Hasun shouted out loud causing every other student to look at the back of the class, again.

"Is this even necessary? Everyone dying just because of one minor secret." Heeyoung took her seat to face in front of the boys while wiping away her tears. "Who knows. Just because of that minor secret you say can harm one. To them, it could be a major secret." Hasun also took his seat while staring at his desk, fiddling with his thumbs.

next day

Heeyoung couldn't get rid of what Hyunsoo did to her the other day at the bathroom. She liked the feeling of dirty pleasure but she was so innocent enough to not wanting what Hyosun even did to her. He was so warm, but she thought of something that has been going on through her mind this morning.

"Heeyoung, keep yourself together. Just say that Soohwa is in a better life." She spoke to herself, looking at her reflection in the mirror. "GAH THAT'S NOT IT!"

She walked downstairs, knowing that it was gonna be a horrible day today. She feels a smile grow on her face all of a sudden. Looking at her phone, it was almost time to go to school. She didn't want to be late so she grabbed her backpack as she ran to the nearest bus.

"Five more minutes." She said while she started running, backpack swaying side to side as she kept checking her phone every second. She made it. She reached school in less than five minutes. Talk about how anime girls go to school. Pfftt.

She made her way to her homeroom before the bell rang, smiling at everyone who stared at her, sweating. As always, she sat behind the H Brothers who were sitting second to the last seat of the back of the class as always.

Heeyoung turned to her right to see Eunkyo growing a smile on his face the second I came in the room. Heeyoung looked back to see the teacher ready for his lecture.

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