p s y c h o

seventeen || 십칠

"I heard everything. So are you guys together now?" Hyunsoo asked Habyung who was afraid of what Hasun might do to him next.

Habyung looked shocked, digging his hands in his hair as nervousness comes to him. Hasun didn't mind having him as a boyfriend even though Habyung was pleasured by his best friend, he wanted to have Soohwa with him. She's just not there.

"Oh, so you heard?" Habyung looked worried. "Huh?" Hasun looked so confused. Did he really forget what he said to Habyung just a minute ago?

"That's cute. You make cute couple." Hyunsoo hiccuped, still looking drunk as fuck. "You're drunk. Go back to sleep." Habyung patted Hyunsoo back to the floor while looking back at Hasun.

"Hasun, I love you, but promise me to never be sad again. I'm here for you now, you don't need to worry about anything anymore." Habyung looked so anxious, moving in closer to Hasun for comfort right after that moment they just had.

"You gay?" Hasun questioned, stroking his chin with beer still filled in his mouth as he spoke or breathed.

*

Heeyoung reached school, sighting a lazy Hasun, Habyung, and Hyunsoo talking about something while looking like a zombie. She overheard their conversation, when silence has taken over all of a sudden.

"Look behind you, ma'am." Habyung came up from behind her and looked straight at her. "Oh, sorry if I heard what you were discussing about. I'll just go." Heeyoung didn't want to disturb them having a conversation but Habyung looked surprised. He wanted her to stay. They wanted her to feel welcome.

"Habyung, what are you doing?" She was in shock, pulled back by Habyung. "Stay with us." Habyung grabbed her wrist, whispering in her ear while quiet, hot breaths hits the outer of her ear.

"O-okay." Heeyoung wondered, looking at the other boys who stayed there from the lockers.

Heeyoung was dragged there by Habyung while everyone stared up and down at them, specifically her, whispering to each other. The other boys from afar looked at her while Habyung walked her to them.

"So, why am I here again?" Heeyoung asked, looking at Hyunsoo coming around to hug her. "Hi sweetie." Hyunsoo smiled, hugging her from the back while she smiled back at Hyunsoo, squishing his chubby but cute cheeks, making the sound of what they use to a baby.

"Y'all are together?" Habyung asked the both of them, looking all surprised. "Not official yet. Maybe soon." Heeyoung said while making eye contact with Hyunsoo.

"Well, we've got something to tell you. We wanted to tell you because we've been hanging out lately and I want to tell you since we've been getting close." Hasun said, walking to Habyung who looked shy. "We're dating!" Habyung said oh so shyly. He could've been more quieter. But, oh well.

"WHAT?" Heeyoung fangirled, jumping up and down with Hyunsoo trying to calm her down, "I'VE BEEN SHIPPING YOU GUYS FOR SO LONG!"

"Oh really?" Hasun was shocked. After all this time, she's been putting them together in secret behind their backs. "He confessed to me with his sober thoughts while he was drunk." Habyung giggled, thinking it was funny of him to confess while he was drunk.

"Well, have fun you two." Hyunsoo said, grabbing Heeyoung's hand and walking to class. "Goodbye., I guess." Heeyoung added to Hyunsoo's sentence.

*

Hyosun was a little bummed. Bummed that she lost her only best friend just because she had an affair with another of her sex and didn't think it's safe to be in this world anymore. That's not fucking true.

Hyosun looked back at her bed and climbed on top of it, feeling her best friend's last scented piece of clothing where she left it on there the last time she visited. As much as she wanted her back, Hyosun really wanted to tell her she liked her before she done did it.

Hyosun became a huge loner and didn't want to come out of her room at all. Of what had happened through the past months was the worst and she thought that it couldn't get any better. People dieing and having more illnesses upsets her too much that she doesn't know what to do with herself anymore.

While sitting there, having warm tea on her desk, she decided to not participate in school regularly anymore and didn't think about anything but just negativity. Hyosun couldn't even wake herself up anymore.

"Sorry Sangyoo. Sorry for not keeping my promise, the promise I made to be with you forever. Sorry I broke that for you." Hyosun whispers to herself before she passed out on her bed, holding onto Sangyoo's scented clothing she had left on her bed. The only thing left to keep her alive.

____________________________

THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR 300 AND MORE VIEWS I LUV YOU ALL SO MUCH
❤️🧡💛💚💙💜🖤🤍🤎💖