Help Her (Jeon Jungkook FF)

Loving you than losing you.

I found myself in the same room as Jimin. We were cleaning up while the others went to do something. I was minding my own business when Jimin suddenly said.
"Do you like Jungkook?" I froze in the spot and slowly looked over at him.
"What makes you think that?" I asked curiously.
"The way you look at him. It's obvious," Jimin chuckled while throwing a water bottle in a trash bag.
I sighed while throwing trash into Jimin's bag. Jimin's smile faded, and he pointed at me,
"Oh my gosh, you do like him," Jimin said quickly.
"Shh!" I hissed and covered his mouth.
He took my hand away from his mouth, and he had a large smile on his face.
"I have loved him for a long time," I whispered while walking over to sit on the couch.
"Loved him for a long time? But you guys met almost a month ago," Jimin said, sitting beside me.
I turned to him with sad eyes. He looked taken aback and confused what I was talking about.
"Jimin, I've known him for longer than you think. I met him when we were 17," I said. 
His eyes widened, and his mouth dropped open in shock. I leaned back onto the couch, and Jimin followed my move as well, still looking at me with a shocked expression.
"Up until recently, I didn't know if he was alive. He doesn't seem to remember me, which is pissing me off. I didn't forget him, so how does he forget me?" I complained.
Jimin sat up quickly, still sitting on the couch. I sat up slowly at his movement and gave him a weird expression.

"Did you not know?" Jimin asked.
"Know what?" I mumbled, feeling a little nervous.
"After his car accident, he doesn't remember the year he was 17,"

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[Couple Days Later]

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I found myself on my bed. I could hardly sleep. My mind has 99 thoughts.
My mind has been on Jungkook since Jimin told me that Jungkook doesn't remember the year he was 17. That's why he doesn't recognize me. That's why he asked me if we had met before. It makes so much sense now. I let out a sigh, which caused my emotions to go high. Tears filled my eyes as I thought about him. What I did to him and the pain I caused. Why did I have to run away? Why couldn't I talk it out instead of escaping the problem? This is all my fault.

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[Later that day]

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I was back in the studio with everyone. They were celebrating our new song with coke and chips. I kept quiet and my eyes away from Jungkook. If I looked at him, I would burst out crying.
"We need to celebrate!" Jimin yelled, causing me to jump slightly.
"We do!" Taehyung said before sipping more coke.
 "I can't. I don't really drink," Jungkook and I said simultaneously.
I could feel Jungkook's eyes on me, but I refused to look at him.
Really?" Jimin gasped.
"Caroline doesn't do that kind of stuff. I haven't seen her drink since her 21st birthday," Namjoon said.
"I don't either. It's just not me," Jungkook mumbled.
 "Well, we will drink for you guys," Yoongi said, getting off the couch.

 "We sure will!" Jin said, opening the door.
 "You guys have fun," I said, waving them goodbye.
"Bye," Jungkook whispered.
Everyone made their way out of the room and left to go drink.
"Well, looks like it's just us," Jungkook said.
"Yeah, looks like it," I whispered, not looking at him.
 We didn't know what to say to each other. I felt weird. I wanted to leave.
"So, you wanna go out," Jungkook said.
 My eyes widened, and I finally looked at him. "What," I said.
"No, not like that. I mean to celebrate in our own way." Jungkook corrected himself.
For some reason, I was sad that he didn't mean a real date

"Oh, sure." I couldn't say no.
 "Where are we going?" I asked, "
"What is a good place around here?" Jungkook whispered to himself.
"I don't know?" I said.
We walked out of the recording room, chatting a little bit. We weren't watching where we were going, and I bumped into Jess when we went around the corner.
"Excuse you!" I found myself face-to-face with Jess.
"Oh no." I thought.
"Jess-"
"Why have you been ignoring me?" Jess rolled her head to look at Jungkook.
I rolled my eyes and walked past her.
Jungkook sighed while crossing his arms. "Because you are like this." He snapped.
"Like what?" Jess asked.
Jungkook fake laughs. "You are this blind?" He said, glaring at her.
"What did you say?" Jess screeched.
"He said you are this blind? Can you another him?" I raised my voice while turning on my heels to face her.