changes (lauren cimorelli)

Pre grammys

Ashers POV

"Babe wake up." Lauren shook me awake.

"What time is it?" I reached and put my hand on her arm. "4:25, We still have to pack and get to the airport."

I knew she was right but it doesn't mean I want to.

After Dani's wedding, Lauren and I started focusing on the Grammys.

We had to get fitted and our outfit sent down to LA. Lauren to walk the carpet with and getting seating.

I grabbed my huge suitcase that was placed under our bed and plopped it on the bed next to Lauren's.

She left the room to go get things so I just grabbed 2 pairs of ripped jeans, neatly folding them and placed them in the suitcase. Before grabbing 4 pairs of shorts. I didn't know how long we were going to stay.

Pulling out my black button down, my red sleeve guess shirt, my '99 off white shirt. And the rest of them just being white tee's. Grabbing my yellow off white belt, brand new white vans, my leather boots, and my Nike Pegasus.

That filled up about 2/3 of my suitcase. Checking the clock again and it being 4:08, sighing.

It just started hitting me that, in all honesty. That yes, people knew what I looked like. But never saw me in public. They only saw videos from Cimorelli of my Instagram.

It's going to be my first formal introduction to the publicity of music. I feel myself start stressing and getting tense.

But Lauren came up behind and held me close by my waist. "What's wrong baby. You're tense."

"Just nervous. Of course people have seen me with you, or the girls, or Lauren. But not as Asher."

She kissed behind my ear by the neck and slowly flattened her hands against my stomach.

"You got this baby. You'll do amazing. I promise. I'll be there if you need anything"

I nodded lightly but stopped once Lauren started sucking on my sweet spot.

"We got enough time for a quickie" I turned around and pushed Lauren against our open side of the bed.

"That's what I was wanting" she said as she brought me down over her and smiled before kissing me.

***
Checking into the hotel, the plane left at around 7:30 and we showed up a little before 11:30.

Lauren was extremely tired and I didn't let her sleep on the flight here so once I opened the hotel door she walked right in.

Grabbing both of our suitcase and throwing them in corner and taking off her shirt. I took mine off slowly after her and she pushed me into the bed.

I knew she did it because she was tired. She got under the covers and I slowly followed after her.

She reached over and grabbed the remote and handed it to me. She slip her leg under my legs and the other rested above mine.

She rested her head on my chest and quickly fell asleep. "Sleep well baby." I kissed her forehead and started watching the tv quietly.

My phone started going off after a while and I just looked over at it. It was Lauren Jauregui so I reached for it. But Lauren shifted.

I didn't want to wake her up so I just let it ring.

Her breathing calmed down and she was completely asleep. I smiled down her as she looked comfortable and completely calm.

***
Stirring awake, feeling Lauren still against my chest. "Hey baby" she said keeping her eyes closed.