changes (lauren cimorelli)

After party

"Baby?"

I looked up from my lap and looked over at Lauren. "Yes?"

"This is just the beginning for everything you've done."

I played with the rings on my hand. Not knowing if I should be scared or not. It is the beginning. Of either good or bad.

There is only 2 ways it can go. Either. I keep my success and maybe get even bigger.

Or.

I hit my downfall and quickly descend into the piles of failed celebrities that run LA and music. "I want to be the best at what I do"

Lauren slid her hand down my arm, running her fingers over my arm veins before lightly playing with the bracelets she bought me.

"Tonight should have showed you. That the thing you love. Producing. Is what I, my family, and the fans, think you're the best in. Compared to anyone."

My smile completed and spread farther than it had in months. The knot in my throat was at its peak, looking back over at Lauren. "I'm so in love with you." My voice slightly cracking.

"Im in love with you."

***
Even with my disagreement and begging to just go to the hotel. Lauren said she wanted to go to an afterparty and see her old and new friends.

She said I could go to the hotel by myself, but that wasn't even an option with my crazy ass.

The driver pulled up to the Grammys afterparty that is publicity known. The flashes being the first greeting to my own first formal afterparty in LA as a celebrity.

I waited for Lauren to get out and put my hand on the small of her back. I closed the door and she smiled lightly before walking up into the party.

The smell of expensive alcohol and throw up was seemingly welcoming in this party. "Laurennnn!!!!" A girls voice came out of nowhere and my ears really begged for savior.

"Hey Noah" Lauren moves away from me and gives the shorter girl a hug. "And this must be Asher?" I smiled and gave her a welcoming hug even if it was slightly uncomfortable because of the height difference.

"Your performances were amazing tonight!" She yelled over the loud music and celebrities being white girl wasted and finding basic hookups.

"Thank you love, scary" I said as I leaned in a spoke in her ear. She giggled and responded saying it's always going to be nerve racking.

I laughed and she placed her hand on my arm as she laughed with me. Lauren slipped her arm around my waist and pulled me close saying that we should go get drinks closely to my ear.

Her hot breath sending shivers down my spine and taking my full attention. We both said our goodbyes before Lauren dragged us away. "Swear everybody that lays eyes on you wants you" I heard her say to herself.

"Says the model girlfriend."

She disregarded my comment and pushes me to take a seat at the barstool. She ordered our drinks before standing in between my legs.

"Hi baby" I smiled up at her and placed my hands on her hips. Circling around her hipbone before she slimed lightly and looked down at me.

She pulled my face up and connected our lips. The fire in my stomach inflamed, I pulled her closer and our kiss got even more heated. My tongue not even asking for permission, but a simple clearing of a throat pulled us away.

"Hey Lauren."

"Oh hey Tristan" she moved in between my legs facing away from me. She placed a hand on my leg and I looked over her shoulder at the blonde haired boy.