Her Conviction

NINE (Unedited)

(Picture above is how I invision Ameila. Its Blake lively)

Ameila

We had just finished breakfast with one another Lilah was picking at little fruits she stared at some foods in curiosity and would push the ones that she didn't like as far as possible with her nose scrunch, every time it made me smile it was absolutely adorable my heart I thought to be dead even sped up. We haven't spoken much only little things I could get her to answer about but I did peak her attention it seemed as I brought up a new topic

"We will be going to the ball soon"

I said my nose in a document and my other hand holding a glass of wine, "The ball?" Lilah says her delectable voice says making me smile as I look up to her puzzled face standing and touching each of my books as if they each told her something when she grazed them, "Yes a ball filled with dancing, but really is for government officials to kiss up to me" I said smirking at her as I took a long sip, she gave a quick nod before continuing looking her brows still furrowed, "I don't know why I need to be there...." she grumbled out at me I bit the inside of my mouth, damn she could could have such a tone I really should have shoved against the wall and shown her who is in charge ,but she had a point I didn't know a reason she'd come not other blood slaves will be there.... to be honest I just want her at my side. I want to dance with Lilah until she wouldn't be able to dance any longer, "Because I am queen and I said so." I said in a finale tone hoping she wouldn't  question the matter any longer. Lillian huffed turning her body fully to the books I honestly thought she'd stomp her foot like a child, I sighed biting my lip to hold in the laugh the though brought me as I heard Lilah mumble to herself, "I don't even know how to dance..." she set it so begrudgingly that I couldn't help but allow my laugh to come out she turned to me with a raised eyebrow and crossed arms as I set my things on my coffee table walking over to her lifting her chin wanting to bite that pouty lip she had, "Then I ,my rabbit will teach you until your as graceful as a butterfly" I said as a blush filled her kissable face I took my hand away bringing it to her crossed arms making her bring them towards myself one around my shoulder the other clasped in my hand as I glided my hand behind her back I heard her heart pound in the most beautiful way it was like a symphony, only made me bring her closer, "Lillian a good walts always depends on the lead" I leaned into her ear wanting only for her to hear this part, "You will be learning I always lead," her face tried almost hiding in the crook of my neck embarrassed by her blush I started are waltz looking back to see my rabbits face turning as red as a tomato, the little things this girl would do is what truly got me over the edge . Lilah could ask for the world and I'd deliver with a bow on top of it and give it to her she didn't even understand. It took a while for Lilah to understand all the steps, she stepped on me quite a bit she would stare down at our feet even stuck out her tongue trying to focus. "Lilah trust in me and look into my eyes" I said calmly I had never been a patient person but Lilian made me want to be patient. After I had gained her full attention the waltz had become a second language to Lilah there was no music, but when she had fallen into my eyes we could have spent years there without knowing or caring. I couldn't help but melt with this girl my entire body wanted nothing else but her.... I leaned in my mind in a hazed love state and ...

I kissed her

At first she stilled and all that consumed me was pure unadulterated regret...but soon molded to me her soft lips kissing back against back. I could tell she was nervous it being her first time but I as I always will took the lead as I pushed her back against the bookshelves guiding her other arm around my shoulder and taking my hands to her waist gliding my hand down she let out a mewl in pleasure from our kiss I licked her lip asking no begging for entrance...

But like that the spell had broken

She quickly pushed me off her eyes widened in terror like she had finally realized what she was doing, "I-I need-ed to go" she said stammering our as she practically couldn't acted as if she couldn't get out fast enough as she ran out of the room letting the door slam behind her leaving that delicious fragrance behind and me standing with a smile bigger than ever thinking of our kiss....

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Lillian

My hearts hammering,like a jack hammer. As I ran down the hallways yet again hoping to get the safety and confined of my room. I kissed the queen of all blood suckers ! A female! Someone who inherently aided the death of my parents leaving me and my brother alone!.... and I liked it. I groaned as I walked into the room or more of a beautiful prison, I laid on my bed putting my hands over my eyes trying to escape the thought of the blonde haired, bloodsucker that invaded my every waking thought, and her lips were so soft.... oh my gosh,LILLIAN ! I yelled at myself in my head groaning into my pillow. I was suppose to up hold the lords words, show what a person is supposed to be, I was supposed to be god like! But when Ameila comes near all I want to do is be a sinner

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