(JAEDEN'S POV)
The next 2 months seemed to fly by and before I knew it, tomorrow was back to school. I sat there on my bed about to go to sleep reflecting about how my life has changed over the last little while. Me and Noah are now 2 months deep into a relationship and he has single handedly turned with life around, I have gone from a depressed boy contemplating suicide into the best time frame of my life. Noah hasn't just been the only factor to my happiness, Finn and Jack have been awesome and really supportive, they have really been the best friends I could ask for, but I think the biggest thing is that I haven't even seen Wyatt since last semester. That's what's playing on my mind now, maybe he will ruin everything I've enjoyed, maybe he is just a curse on my life that I can't escape.
This thought kept me up thinking all fucking night and I barely got any sleep, for once Finn didn't have to text me to get up, I was already waiting for him. I was so anxious, all the negative feelings that I had been suppressing for the last 2 months rushed to my mind, all the alcohol and the suicidal thoughts. Once Finn arrived I jumped in his car and we set off for school, he was just like he always was, he didn't care about what others thought about him, the only thing he cared about was his and those who were closest to him's happiness. I wish my mind would allow me to let go, but it didn't, my mental health would never go away no-matter how much I wish it did. We arrived at the familiar surrounding of school, it all felt the same as any other year, we both headed to form class to get our timetables for the term, once we got them I texted Noah to see what his timetable was like and it was almost identical, it was great news, I got to enjoy almost all my classes with my new boyfriend. Soon after I headed off the the first period of the year, English, I walked in to notice that Noah was already there, I rushed over to sit next to him, I could tell he was giddy that we had a similar schedule, I was too to be honest. Just as everyone walked into class and Mr Sterling was about to close the door everything went to shit, Wyatt was the last to walk throught the door and the only seat left in the class was right next to me, just brilliant. He apologised to Mr Sterling for being late like the smug little bastard that he was and the first thing he said was "is that your new boyfriend Lieberquire". Everything I had been fearing was coming to pass, I just ignored him, but his annoying persona couldn't resist mocking me, he kept pushing my buttons until I couldn't take it anymore. I shoved him as hard as I could off his seat and he almost hit the ground, he didn't like that, he quickly composed himself and swung at me, He almost hit me but I was dodged it in time, this eventually turned into a cat fight on the ground between me and Wyatt before the teacher finally got involved. He sent us both to the principals office, we were waiting to be seen by him in complete silence, how could I let myself down like that, I thought to myself, how did I lose control that easily. I looked over at Wyatt he looked really angry, he looked like he wanted to kill me, we stayed in complete silence until the principal saw us. He gave us the same bullshit monologue about how this behaviour isn't acceptable at a private school, I wasn't even listening honestly, I was already so fed up of school and I had only been in one period. Once we were let out it was already break, I couldn't resist the temptation, I had to call him out to get it off my chest. "Wyatt wait up you prick", he stopped and slowly turned around to face me, "what the fuck do you want" he complained, "what the fuck do I want, I want to fucking know why your always a complete cockhead to me for no fucking reason", at this point half the school was in the hallways listening to our argument even Noah, Finn and Jack. "it's because you useless quires deserve it, your always around perving on me you fucking creep, i'm just giving you what you deserve". The statement was complete bullshit, but since Wyatt is popular everyone sided with him and burst out laughing at me, it was humiliating, I didn't know what to do so I just ran. Finn and Noah were trying to stop me, but they didn't, I just ran and ran until I reached home, I opened the door and I knew what I was about to do.
(WYATT'S POV)
When Jaeden ran off crying I felt bad, I was too mean to him but I knew what I had to do, I knew it was necessary. I knew it was necessary so that I never fancied him under any circumstances, I knew I wasn't gay, I just couldn't be, my family had told me my whole life that gays were the devils work, their own son surely couldn't be one. There was never any other guy I fancied, but there was something about him, his feminine look, his small frame, his cute ass face,, I just needed to find a way to get him out of my life someway.
