(JAEDEN'S POV)
Another few weeks pasted and I realised it was time to admit to Noah, time to admit that I almost dumped him for Wyatt. I know this will break his heart, but I couldn't live with myself if I was to never tell him. I had get through this Friday first and then I would take him out for tea and tell him at the end of the meal, I was hella nervous but it was the right thing to do. I arrive at school on this Friday morning and I was greeted by Wyatt in my first class of the day, he seemed really excited and eventually our conversation led onto me asking "hey Wyatt, you seem way happier and excited then usual, what's going on", "oh my god Jae, I thought you would never ask". "I've got my first proper girlfriend", "that's so awesome Wyatt, you're falling in love like the rest of us". Wyatt was at this point one of my best friends, we just seemed to click and he has been awesome to hang out with recently. "Who is your girlfriend Wy-guy", I asked intrigued, "It's Sadie Sink, I haven't shagged her yet, so it's a good spot to have a clean start with a girl". I was really proud of Wyatt, he has been so amazing ever since Miami and I feel like he is getting rewarded for it from the forces above. We got on with our lesson and the rest of the day, school has been great as of late, I feel like I finally fit in and I've got some godly friends. The day ended and Wyatt dropped me off home since Finn had Basket-Ball practice, On the car ride home I asked Wyatt for advice as to how I would let down to Noah for fancying Wyatt. Wyatt and Finn were the only people in the world who knew how I felt on that Miami trip and it was really useful venting to him. "Jae just let him know the truth, if he loves you he'll accept your apology and give you another chance", I fucking hope he was right, I don't know what I'd do if I lost Noah, I would have nobody and I'd just go back to the recluse of society I was before Noah saved me. I got my Mum to drop me off at dinner since she finished work a bit earlier on a Friday night, I walked into the Sushi restaurant and was greeted by Noah just waiting at his table. "Yooo, how's it going bae" he says as I walk in, I feel awful, he is so happy right now and i'm about to ruin his whole mood. We get into a bit of conversation and eventually order our meal, we are both pretty skinny lads so we didn't order much. The meal was really enjoyable and almost took my mind off what I had to tell him, I procrastinated though and decided I'd tell him later because he offered for me to stay at his. Obviously I accepted and we took a taxi back to his place, I loved staying at his, his house was so awesome plus his family were so nice. We headed upstairs and put on a movie like we often do, half way through the movie I finally plucked up the courage as I said "hey Noah, i've something really important that I need to tell you", he looked at me concerned which made me feel even worse, I knew I had to tell him though so I continued my statement. "Noah I haven't been as loyal as you have been or I should have been, when I was in Miami with Wyatt I realised that I liked him and I almost dumped you for him, i'm so sorry and I realised soon after how wrong I was". Noah just looked at me betrayed, there was silence for minutes on end until Noah said the words "get out", my heart sank, I fucked it, I always fuck everything up. I just leave his house, there was no point in arguing with him, I've gone from having the two best guys in the world as options to having no chance with either of them. I walk down the street on a long walk home, it's pouring down with rain but I just don't care, in comparison to Noah the rain couldn't have phased me any less. Tears start streaming down my face, these things always have to happen to me, always to me. After half an hour of walking in the thundering and frigid rain I walk in through the front door drenched. I just grab a towel, dry off and put some comfy pyjamas on, it's over for me, I'll never succeed at anything, I'm just a failure, I no-good little faggot who can't control his emotions, I skinny quire who can never find love, I fucking retard who just ruined his chances with the 2 people that he loves. I wrap myself up in a blanket and hold on to the covers, angry, depressed and crying myself to sleep hoping that I would wake up and this would have all been a dream.
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