Writing these stories is really the only thing that been keeping me sane. I haven't been happy in a long ass time. I'm fighting depression onna daily now. I got court tomorrow morning & maybe doing a bid. It's soo much going on right now in my life & idk what to do. I'm forever hiding my pain & sorrow behind my smiles. I really haven't been the same. I'm always wondering why me ? Why I gotta be the one to go through shit like this ? Why I can never do shit right ? I really be ready to give up on everything. I'm drowning in my own sorrow & I'm barely keeping afloat. I'm just an emotional wreck right now. I really need a sincere hug. I really be trapped in my room letting my thoughts get the best of me. Everyday is a deeper trip down this road of sorrow & misery. I'm really losing myself. I'm really LOST....
I lost my will , I lost my ambition , I lost damn near everything. I feel like I was destined to go through this pain & depression alone. Nobody cares & the ones that did , I drove them away unintentionally. Thinks it time I just let go & let god...
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Broken Hearts & Concrete Walls
RandomIn all my stories , I've always talked about how my exes did me wrong causing me to build the wall I had up in a point of time but never got deep into detail on what exactly happened. Well here it is.
